Music and it's effects
I love music. It makes you feel so many emotions that it is wonderful. During finals, I like using it as just background noise to help for relaxing and slight distractions. Many songs bring back beautiful memories of people and moments which in the case of finals help with distractions, but sometimes the wrong songs come up. The problem is that I want to listen to those songs because I love them, but they bring back beautiful memories that will never happen again and the nostalgia becomes so unbearable that it makes me cry and wish for the past with all my heart. This just becomes to painful. It hurts. It shouldn't hurt anymore. I don't understand why it still hurts, why I still cling on to the memories, why I can't get over it. I hate it! I hate him! Yet...
P.S. Thank you Emil for dinner, it was delicious!
P.S. Thank you Emil for dinner, it was delicious!