I`ve got it all figured out.
And there are times when I wonder
"Who the fuck are you?"
when I look in the mirror.
I wonder why time has etched it`s presence beneath my eyes
when time itself is fast escaping me.
I turned around & you were gone.
I looked ahead & there was no one there.
I`m by myself in this,
& thats not fucking fair.
Deja vu has me looking straight back into your eyes
& I can feel the blood running down all over again.
I can feel the needle all over again.
"We think you have a problem," They said.
"I am the anti-christ. That is my problem." I replied.
"I ruin lives & suck the goodness out of anything anyone loves. I am wrong when everything else is right.
I am the end of all things beautiful. I am the epitome of ugliness. I am everything you never wanted, everything you never cared about."
"& that is why I am alone."
They looked at me once more
& they ran.
"Who the fuck are you?"
when I look in the mirror.
I wonder why time has etched it`s presence beneath my eyes
when time itself is fast escaping me.
I turned around & you were gone.
I looked ahead & there was no one there.
I`m by myself in this,
& thats not fucking fair.
Deja vu has me looking straight back into your eyes
& I can feel the blood running down all over again.
I can feel the needle all over again.
"We think you have a problem," They said.
"I am the anti-christ. That is my problem." I replied.
"I ruin lives & suck the goodness out of anything anyone loves. I am wrong when everything else is right.
I am the end of all things beautiful. I am the epitome of ugliness. I am everything you never wanted, everything you never cared about."
"& that is why I am alone."
They looked at me once more
& they ran.