just die already...... jeesh.
somthing to lay my head against,
to wrap my arms round, and know its mine.
waking up in the morning is painful.
Knowing that what ever I just woke up to...compares not at all to what I was rudely torn from.
I feel like I'm drowning, like so close to happiness..
But still farther from it than I've ever been.
and when its so close, the down time is ever so much more painful.
one day i'll wake up and none of this will have been real. I wait for that day, and will smile when its upon me.
to wrap my arms round, and know its mine.
waking up in the morning is painful.
Knowing that what ever I just woke up to...compares not at all to what I was rudely torn from.
I feel like I'm drowning, like so close to happiness..
But still farther from it than I've ever been.
and when its so close, the down time is ever so much more painful.
one day i'll wake up and none of this will have been real. I wait for that day, and will smile when its upon me.