everything sucks.
everything sucks right now so here we go.
1. i was sick last weekend. went out to whiskey tango for Kelly's bday. left at 11:30 cause i felt like shit. sinus congestion, kind of sore throat but not really. so i went to the doctor Tuesday, the 5th day of being sick. he gave me Z-pack. i'm on the 5th day of it and i started feeling horrible again YESTERDAY. what the fuck!? i don't have a fever. apparently Cindy and Amy have the same thing. Cindy's been in bed for a few days. i'm not tired, i don't feel like sleeping, my throat is just really scratchy and i just kinda feel "blah" overall.
2. to add to that, i emailed my externship professor asking her if i could get my portfolio back soon because i need to apply for jobs now that i'm graduating in january. i just saw her reply: "Sorry, but the portfolios will not be ready for pick-up in April. Thank you. Lucille". ummmmmm.............ok? don't even know what to say about that one. i handed it in in fucking February.
3. i'm supposed to go to National Mechanics tonight w/ Mike and Casey but guess what? I'M STILL SICK/SICK AGAIN. i feel horrible about that and i feel like he's going to think i've been blowing him off because the past few times we tried to hang out, i couldn't for one reason or another (usually school). so i was pretty much crying about that 10 mins ago cause i feel bad. i was feeling better this week but it came back yesterday and last night i really felt like crap. i have cough drops and they're not doing anything. my dad said "if the antibiotic didn't work then it's obviously a virus" which is true but who the hell knows...i didn't do shit last weekend and now it's going to be another wasted weekend doing homework, not even resting, because my professor piled on another assignment due Monday even though our huge paper which is 25% of our grade is also due Monday. doesn't help that my mom has been on my case about random shit, including doing chores when i feel like shit and have important homework to do.
this is all just fucking. lovely.
1. i was sick last weekend. went out to whiskey tango for Kelly's bday. left at 11:30 cause i felt like shit. sinus congestion, kind of sore throat but not really. so i went to the doctor Tuesday, the 5th day of being sick. he gave me Z-pack. i'm on the 5th day of it and i started feeling horrible again YESTERDAY. what the fuck!? i don't have a fever. apparently Cindy and Amy have the same thing. Cindy's been in bed for a few days. i'm not tired, i don't feel like sleeping, my throat is just really scratchy and i just kinda feel "blah" overall.
2. to add to that, i emailed my externship professor asking her if i could get my portfolio back soon because i need to apply for jobs now that i'm graduating in january. i just saw her reply: "Sorry, but the portfolios will not be ready for pick-up in April. Thank you. Lucille". ummmmmm.............ok? don't even know what to say about that one. i handed it in in fucking February.
3. i'm supposed to go to National Mechanics tonight w/ Mike and Casey but guess what? I'M STILL SICK/SICK AGAIN. i feel horrible about that and i feel like he's going to think i've been blowing him off because the past few times we tried to hang out, i couldn't for one reason or another (usually school). so i was pretty much crying about that 10 mins ago cause i feel bad. i was feeling better this week but it came back yesterday and last night i really felt like crap. i have cough drops and they're not doing anything. my dad said "if the antibiotic didn't work then it's obviously a virus" which is true but who the hell knows...i didn't do shit last weekend and now it's going to be another wasted weekend doing homework, not even resting, because my professor piled on another assignment due Monday even though our huge paper which is 25% of our grade is also due Monday. doesn't help that my mom has been on my case about random shit, including doing chores when i feel like shit and have important homework to do.
this is all just fucking. lovely.