Mar 03, 2005 20:14
it's been a whileee,no?
haven't felt this way for a while now.
simply cos,
i got off work early today. specifically, right-on-the-dot.
after pulling off this today, i've to say it isn't easy. it's kinda awkward when you find yourself the only one in the office whois packing up. it doesn't help when i've loads to put away; the wires, laptop, my bottle, the papers.
it's even more discomforting when you finally decide (yup. after spending a minute or two contemplating when's the right time to get going)to get your ass off the swirly chair, half hoping that it won't let out a squeak when you do, to walk across the room and out the door.
i swear, i was not breathing normally in that few seconds it took me to stride across the room.
as much as i know i deserve to get off earlier today, i found it quite a tricky stunt to pull. after the consecutive long nights that i've had in the office the last coupla days, it's time to knock off early. i need rest. bleah.
i woke up this morning, thinking 'this is it! i want my leave now.' as i sat by my bed, trying to cajole myself out of the bed, i found myself harbouring how it would feel if i could sleep in. rightfully, of course. not having to run to the doc and bull out a crap.
sigh. but of course, that ain't gona happen anytime soon. till friday at least.
*seats tight*