ring in the new year with more crappy work..
yah so the store is cool like i said. altho the last 3 days have been totally insane with massive lines and customers coming at me from all sides with their crap. its so hard to be mullti-tasked with my add, i can barely concentrate on one thing at a time much less 3! well some chick told me to f-off then marcos said, "dont come back" which made me so happy to be workin for him. Robert and i goofed around a bit and i kinda got yelled at but it was all good, he seemed to forgive me, i just hope im here to stay (for a bit) cas i aim to please and try really hard!
after work: went to starbux with robert and had a mocha.. he was on his lunch break and we just sat and chatted for a bit.. like i said he has great insight into ppl and he seemed to be able to read me quite well before i even told him a few of the things i struggle and have struggled with. he is easily ten times smarter then me on every level but he seems to think me intelligent so im just gonna go with that for now :) then we were listening to his old band in his car. it was amazing! now theres no way i can bust out my old wedgies cds from my high school years! he was late to clock back in but he didnt care, he said he just wanted to impress me and that he did. it sounded like a cross between deftones and chevelle with adam duritz as the lead singer! wow! i was floored. i would kill to work with this guy but maybee i should just play it cool for now (unless he reads this nooooo) hahaha.
other things ive been doing: been watching way more movies than usual since we get 5 free a week becasue they want us to keep up with the new releases and make recommendations. plus i just bought a fatty new dvd and surround sound system. havent been reading much. been writing songs non-stop, i was once worried that i would soon run completley out of ideas but now i cant stop em from spewing!! when i get a melody in my head i have to document it in some way and use it no matter what, sure i can throw away a guitar riff or two but never a good melody.. i should carry around my little tape recorder.. hmmm. also ive have to force myself to actually sit down and get some lyrics down on paper, otherwise im just waiting for divine inspiration from God and that can come at the weirdest times and not often enough.. but i thinkk im getting some good stuff now.. im just so scatterbrained that i cant just focus on one song, i have to jump around, then things get a little off-kilter..ah well such is my life...:)
im worried i may turn into a hermit if i came up this lifestyle i have so far.. i really do need to make an effort to get out more and spend time with friends, and i think i could stand to make a couple more. i also need excercise really really bad. i geuss keeping an online journal may not be the best thing for me write now.. i sure as heck dont wanna turn into one of those whiny self-centered goth kids (no offense guys), feeding off of each others bloated agony and poetry. but i love living in the trailer overall, its just nice to have a place all to myself, even if it leaks and the shower sucks, small price to pay for a rent free bachelor pad. now i just gotta pimp it out more :)
Currently watching:
Barton Fink
Release date: By 20 May, 2003
after work: went to starbux with robert and had a mocha.. he was on his lunch break and we just sat and chatted for a bit.. like i said he has great insight into ppl and he seemed to be able to read me quite well before i even told him a few of the things i struggle and have struggled with. he is easily ten times smarter then me on every level but he seems to think me intelligent so im just gonna go with that for now :) then we were listening to his old band in his car. it was amazing! now theres no way i can bust out my old wedgies cds from my high school years! he was late to clock back in but he didnt care, he said he just wanted to impress me and that he did. it sounded like a cross between deftones and chevelle with adam duritz as the lead singer! wow! i was floored. i would kill to work with this guy but maybee i should just play it cool for now (unless he reads this nooooo) hahaha.
other things ive been doing: been watching way more movies than usual since we get 5 free a week becasue they want us to keep up with the new releases and make recommendations. plus i just bought a fatty new dvd and surround sound system. havent been reading much. been writing songs non-stop, i was once worried that i would soon run completley out of ideas but now i cant stop em from spewing!! when i get a melody in my head i have to document it in some way and use it no matter what, sure i can throw away a guitar riff or two but never a good melody.. i should carry around my little tape recorder.. hmmm. also ive have to force myself to actually sit down and get some lyrics down on paper, otherwise im just waiting for divine inspiration from God and that can come at the weirdest times and not often enough.. but i thinkk im getting some good stuff now.. im just so scatterbrained that i cant just focus on one song, i have to jump around, then things get a little off-kilter..ah well such is my life...:)
im worried i may turn into a hermit if i came up this lifestyle i have so far.. i really do need to make an effort to get out more and spend time with friends, and i think i could stand to make a couple more. i also need excercise really really bad. i geuss keeping an online journal may not be the best thing for me write now.. i sure as heck dont wanna turn into one of those whiny self-centered goth kids (no offense guys), feeding off of each others bloated agony and poetry. but i love living in the trailer overall, its just nice to have a place all to myself, even if it leaks and the shower sucks, small price to pay for a rent free bachelor pad. now i just gotta pimp it out more :)
Currently watching:
Barton Fink
Release date: By 20 May, 2003