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Feb 10, 2005 01:24

Far and solace in the maddening pace
Sadness written on my face
Not a tight rope walk but dance
Uncertain game of chance
But I'll see it through in time...
I'll be here a while,
Ain't going nowhere.

Man- crazy couple of weeks. I have been so busy lately- I seriously wonder where the time has gone. I mean I know that I do spend some time with friends when I could be doing homework, but it isn't much at all and yet still I find myself scrambling to do my homework and get in bed at a reasonable hour. The lack of sleep has been getting to me too... I don't think most people have noticed it, but a few have had the misfortune of being victims to my lack of sleep insanity. No deal... and I apologize but they are understanding and I love them to death for it!!! So as much as I would've loved to go to TMEA this week had it not been for my stupid chemistry test, it is good that I catch up on sleep and rest. And I hope that the following weeks will not be so busy that I lose this much sleep then as well, things just are not good when that happens! I have also been having either cold or allergy symptoms, so I guess that could've caused some of my weird behavior as well, but I don't know for sure. Maybe it was just a mixture of a bunch of stuff, lol. Anyway- it doesn't matter, it is in the past and the sleep I am getting in place of TMEA is very... good. =)

TBS is so great! I am having a blast getting to know everyone so much! Yes it does take up a lot of time these days too, and that could be connected back to the whole lack-of-sleep thing as well, but I think it is worth it! And yes, KKY and TBS have their problems, and some of them seem really dramatic and intense, but I am sure there are reasons for that that are not my business, and that is fine. I just hope things don't ever get really crazy along those lines... I am well on the way to considering these people my brothers and sisters and I hope that things do not ever get so insane that that would ever change for the most part... I mean there are always little exceptions to everything, but at least on the whole- I am looking forward to being with these people a lot and I hope that nothing changes that. I don't even know what I really mean, haha. I don't think anything huge like that would ever happen, so it's all good. I still love it, and am glad I am a part of it!

OKay- enough for now. Time to catch up on that sleep so there is no more insanity in my current state of mind, haha! =)
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