2 weeks to go!!!!
it's exactly two weeks before my wedding! i can't describe exactly how i feel. it's truly a mixture of emotions. of course there's the excitement over finally being married to jm and spending forever with him. and then there's dread at the thought of leaving all my family and friends here in the philippines to be with jm in bangkok. there's also the worries over the details on the wedding day. the nostalgia over memories of being single and having the time of my life. and there's the joy at finally leaving my job!
last night my workmates threw a shower party for me. we first had dinner at gilligan's. they handed over their gift to me after dinner. i'd love to describe it right now but since jm reads this journal i'm not talking...haha! hmmm, make him wonder and get excited...heee! we then opened the cake, of course it was a kink cake! there were instructions on the cake to "bend over and blow" but since we were in a public place, i would have died of embarassment first before doing it. after a round of vodka ice, it's off to the gay bar! this time it was a less sleazy place, but the fun and excitement of going for the first time was gone. all we did was watch and criticize. hahaha! coffee followed next and then it was time to go home. oh, and ring gave me this really interesting book as a gift...i think i'm gonna make use of it quite often during the first days of marriage...teehee!
4 more days till jm comes home...
last night my workmates threw a shower party for me. we first had dinner at gilligan's. they handed over their gift to me after dinner. i'd love to describe it right now but since jm reads this journal i'm not talking...haha! hmmm, make him wonder and get excited...heee! we then opened the cake, of course it was a kink cake! there were instructions on the cake to "bend over and blow" but since we were in a public place, i would have died of embarassment first before doing it. after a round of vodka ice, it's off to the gay bar! this time it was a less sleazy place, but the fun and excitement of going for the first time was gone. all we did was watch and criticize. hahaha! coffee followed next and then it was time to go home. oh, and ring gave me this really interesting book as a gift...i think i'm gonna make use of it quite often during the first days of marriage...teehee!
4 more days till jm comes home...