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so confused... you think you know or understand something, that you have control over what it is that is happening to your own life, and then something enters to test that control.
it's not about control. it's not about me controlling everything that goes on in my life. my last tattoo is a testament to that. i have the control to stop. to start. to choose.
it's more about the things that come and go in and out of my life. the choice and ability to do what's right, what my heart tells me to do, what my brain tells me to do. typically it's not the same path.
i thought i had my life planned out. that i knew where i was going, with who, for what and why. now, that's up in the air again. maybe these are all signs that i'm not meant to plan this out.
i don't know what to do...
"the more i know, the less i understand."
it's not about control. it's not about me controlling everything that goes on in my life. my last tattoo is a testament to that. i have the control to stop. to start. to choose.
it's more about the things that come and go in and out of my life. the choice and ability to do what's right, what my heart tells me to do, what my brain tells me to do. typically it's not the same path.
i thought i had my life planned out. that i knew where i was going, with who, for what and why. now, that's up in the air again. maybe these are all signs that i'm not meant to plan this out.
i don't know what to do...
"the more i know, the less i understand."