Comments | chinesehappy: I"m not trying to be an attention whore here or anything...

chinesehappy

I"m not trying to be an attention whore here or anything...

Apr 06, 2006 16:54

it's so nice to see that all of my "friends" care so much about me. I got a few messages from some people,but thats not even the point. The point is somebody you cared about left,no matter how much that hurt you or didn't even affect you; you should say something. It could be the last time you see or talk to them ever. If you hated them you should ( Read more... )

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clayismine April 6 2006, 22:14:45 UTC

Awww I feel so loved. ♥ I miss you so much. BFF <3

xxjona2005xx April 7 2006, 03:01:14 UTC

how could you even fucking say that. You are so completely thoughtless and careless. Your friends wish you the best of luck because they are completely clueless and still stuck in the "whatever makes you happy" phase of their lives. Way to think about your family and not just your parents. You wanna fucking know how many nights I was up crying? Huh?! And you say I don't fucking care.. Yea I';m going to take offense to this. Maybe we haven't talked alot in the last few months, but It's not like it was done puposefully. Your brother even cried Marie.. And don't you call anyone horrible people.. Think of what you did, you are happy but who else is happy with your descision? No one in the family is. ^ aww i feel so loved? what!>?? because you let her go, umm hey, she hasnt graduated yet.. where is your fucking sense, stop watching american "idle" and realize that something is wrong. STUPID! fucking stupid as all hell. I can't even believe this... what you have an issue so you run from it?! Way to be a total hypocrite ( ... )

clayismine April 7 2006, 19:33:42 UTC

^ aww i feel so loved? what!>?? because you let her go, umm hey, she hasnt graduated yet.. where is your fucking sense, stop watching american "idle" and realize that something is wrong. STUPID! fucking stupid as all hell.
Because I was mentioned and I care, that's why. You think I agree with what's going on? Don't fucking attack me when we all feel the same way. I probably cried and lost just as much as you did but it's not some competition. We may not agree with what Marie did but if you really do care about her like you say you do, you would be there for her instead of tearing her down like you are. Marie may be your cousin but she's been my best friend and the only best friend I've ever had. Don't fucking go off and judge my senses because I am supporting her because even though I do not agree with her decisions, she is my best friend. We have no control over her decision. Of course I'm aware she didn't graduate and I'm very disappointed with her choice but there is nothing I can do to make her come back so all I can do ( ... )

Superman crazedefender April 8 2006, 05:05:28 UTC

Listen buddy, I honestly miss you and think it would have been better for you to at least graduate first but it's your choice and you have to live with it, and I'll support it with you. I just want to know your safe and that nothing bad has happened. People care, they do just some people don't know how to show it. Keep in touch man, because honestly i'd miss ya too much! I do right now but I can't change your mind about what you choose. As much as I want to I can't. I just hope you made the choice for the right reasons buddy. Your superman and well spiderman needs back up in this part of town... but again it's your choice and all I can do is be good enough to let you make it. Just don't be a stranger. :-) keep safe up there!!!! I love you Superman!

<3 Spidey!

emodancer April 8 2006, 15:19:29 UTC

Hey bucko.

I left you a text message telling you I missed you mister.

And you didnt respond.

And it depressed me.

No I didn't see you everyday...but I do notice that you're gone.

I miss you running down the hallway with Becca attacking me.

I miss hearing "CRYSTALFACE!" as i wandered down the hallway depressed.

I miss our dumb seminar conversations about Bryan and other stupid shit.

You know what..i just miss you.

You may not care that I do..and you may not miss me back.

But I do. :[

And don't get angry with Joanna. She just cares a lot about you. Yeah she's being pretty tough...but it's just because she loves you so much. We all just want you back here.

ska_is_alive April 8 2006, 18:12:19 UTC

I sent you a message on Myspace the day I found out you left. I've been trying to call you numberous times, but it said that your message box was full. So it's not like I couldn't leave you anything anyways. I also don't agree that you couldn't at least wait until graudation. I mean, it was only two more months you had to stick it out for. It wouldn't have been that bad. I do care about you. I think it's stupid what you did, but I care about you. I worry about what kind of life you can possibly have. What kind of job you can have...how you are going to support yourself. I know Justin is with you and to you that's all that matters, but there's more to life than just one person. I just hope you're alright and that you're safe wherever you are.I stopped trying to call you or leaving messages because I wasn't getting anything in return. Why should I care about you when you don't even care about me? seriously. You just left without a word, how caring is that? I thought you had a little more common sense than that. I really did. I thought ( ... )