Jan 18, 2006 13:09
i dont know. I blow things out of proportion sometimes but idk.
haha fuck tim hortons up their fucking ass,but maybe in the summer I will come back and work for them,bc I need money and right now I would rather work more than not. Even though that means I have no life and that I would be sacraficing alot for some money. Money isnt even that important to me,but yet it is. Idk i'm struggling with alot of issues inside but i'm sweet at hidding them. You only know now bc I just let you in on my little secret. I'm not sure why I have been "giddy" for the last couple of days,I mean it's crazy how happy I have been. It has never lasted this long,but I love it so much. Maybe it's you,hopefully it's you. I'm going to assume its you becaus I'm not sure what else it could be,besides the fact that I love myself,I'm content with having fat thighs/hips. Well not really but I can fool myself into believing that.
I have far too much energy for work today,considering all I do is File papers and make copies. I should'nt be like a kid on crack for my first day but ohswell I suppose. I am extermly random some times,not many but sometimes I am.