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blah. just stab me in the fucking face. I dont want to hear it.
I'm so tired of bullshit.
I hate life,life is fucking pointless. whats the point? we are all going to die and not be remembered so why try to change anything.
I fucking hate everybody right now.
I dont even know why either. God its so fucking crazy.
I feel as though I have no real friends. Nobody calls me and wants to hangout with me.
But whatever I dont really give a shit,I fucking hate most people anyways so why would people want to be around me.
Also I'm done with this friends only bullshit. I dont care anymore who reads this shit.
I could fucking kill a nigga right now and I have no idea why i'm so extermely pissed off.
Their is no reason for me to be mad,I have a job now which means shit i guess. I umm....get to enjoy being single again,ya? haha not really. It fucking sucks but whatev I will deal until I find somebody.
I miss Renee,she was an amazing friend. She never made me feel shitty or like I was second best.(And i'm not saying that you guys do,but at times she was just more there for me in a weird way)I think I need to find her number so she can talk some sense into me again.
I am all so considering gauging my ears,which will look amazing on me no doubt. haha who fucking cares what they look like on me though,not I.
I just hope Tim Hortons doesn't care,they best not.
Have I made an impact on your life or changed you in anyway? I wonder that all the time,if I died would anybody remember me and say good things about me. or would it be only my family that would say cheesy nice things...I try to be different enough,which isn't vary hard so that people would want to think of me in a good way. I am who I am in the end,and I guess some people like it since I do have friends,but then again do they really like it? Eh i dont even know what I'm saying so just fuck it.
Oh P.S.
Does anybody want to go to a haunted house with me this weekend? You know you wanna,me either being so scared that I wont let your hand go or me pushing you ahead of me bc im to scared to move.
Come on it will be fun that I can promise.
P.S.S.
Shane was right.
I'm so tired of bullshit.
I hate life,life is fucking pointless. whats the point? we are all going to die and not be remembered so why try to change anything.
I fucking hate everybody right now.
I dont even know why either. God its so fucking crazy.
I feel as though I have no real friends. Nobody calls me and wants to hangout with me.
But whatever I dont really give a shit,I fucking hate most people anyways so why would people want to be around me.
Also I'm done with this friends only bullshit. I dont care anymore who reads this shit.
I could fucking kill a nigga right now and I have no idea why i'm so extermely pissed off.
Their is no reason for me to be mad,I have a job now which means shit i guess. I umm....get to enjoy being single again,ya? haha not really. It fucking sucks but whatev I will deal until I find somebody.
I miss Renee,she was an amazing friend. She never made me feel shitty or like I was second best.(And i'm not saying that you guys do,but at times she was just more there for me in a weird way)I think I need to find her number so she can talk some sense into me again.
I am all so considering gauging my ears,which will look amazing on me no doubt. haha who fucking cares what they look like on me though,not I.
I just hope Tim Hortons doesn't care,they best not.
Have I made an impact on your life or changed you in anyway? I wonder that all the time,if I died would anybody remember me and say good things about me. or would it be only my family that would say cheesy nice things...I try to be different enough,which isn't vary hard so that people would want to think of me in a good way. I am who I am in the end,and I guess some people like it since I do have friends,but then again do they really like it? Eh i dont even know what I'm saying so just fuck it.
Oh P.S.
Does anybody want to go to a haunted house with me this weekend? You know you wanna,me either being so scared that I wont let your hand go or me pushing you ahead of me bc im to scared to move.
Come on it will be fun that I can promise.
P.S.S.
Shane was right.