Jun 03, 2002 22:08
I thought I forgot all about those day, those things, but ......
It's a perfect day, 17 degree celsius, pretty cool with nice sunshine. I played roller skating, and I even tried on the street in downtown, it's short. I still a little bit nervous.
After dinner, out of my friend's Yvonne's home. My cousin Ying and I decided that we would like to have a walk through U of T campus in such a beautiful summer night.
We heard people singing. What was that? I asked.
Ying said: I think it's the memorial meeting for 4th of June, 1989, Tian An Men square.
Yes, we saw the candle lights glowing in the wind. There on the grass land, many people were getting together. It also seemed they had some kind of pictures exhibition.
That must be the photos from "the night".
Shall we go to see it? I asked Ying?
For what?
I, I just want to see what was happened? I don't know why I feel scared from her question.
I don't want. Are sure you want to see it, if you do, go by yourself.
I asked myself: Do I really want to see it those pictures? It might be very bloody...... No, no I don't want to see it.
But, but what there are something happened at that night I don't know, there are something happened not like what I was told back in China......
Ying X-rayed my heart: Even you know it, then so what? That's all politics and I hate it.
The song was so touching, we left site and the sound are getting far away, far away.
Now, something back to my head, a vision comes to my memory.
(to be countinued...)