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Feb 11, 2007 13:50


Tim Hortons, 11am today, I was convicted. This had been a long time coming. At least 1-2 months in the coming. And it came when I finally stopped thinking about myself and I thought about him.

The question was not what I wanted for myself, but what I want for him.
And I love him. So I want him to be unspeakably happy.

I want him to find a nice girl, like Stephanie or even better, and I want her to appreciate him. I want her to respect him as much as I know he will her. And when they choose to settle down, I hope that he has beautiful, happy children with her. And that he can look in her eyes unashamed of the things that he did before he met her. This is what I want for him. A small little clan of mini-hims that he can teach how to be as respectful as he is, as sensible as he is, and as loyal as he is. And I want that girl to glow with love for him.

And in the meantime, I want to keep him out of trouble. Certainly not to keep tempting him like I have.

He'll probably never see this.

I trust you and I love you, baby. 
See you around.
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