haha
frankly, i havent been on LJ and for a good reason, its unpopular and only a limited amount of people update every now and then.
I've been looking at my posts, and i can see that i havent changed much. in the old posts, im optimistic but crushed, just as ive always been.
cross country is back, and im actually working at it. i found out that my pulse goes at about 200 bpm when i try just a little bit, which can suck because at that rate, im still really slow. i hate the fact that im out of shape, despite all the work i put into being healthy anda fit. 15 years of sedentary couch potato lifestyle has got me in a rut. how the hell can i make it to the AFA with this weak and unfulfilled body?
anime (japanese and otherwise) really does make me feel bad about myself. i hate how they are all sexy and capable of doing amazing things, all the time. i've decided to leave the anime craze forever. good-bye anime, ill miss how my ego would wither in your divine presence...
now if you excuse me, i need to check other peoples LJs, to see if anything has changed.
I've been looking at my posts, and i can see that i havent changed much. in the old posts, im optimistic but crushed, just as ive always been.
cross country is back, and im actually working at it. i found out that my pulse goes at about 200 bpm when i try just a little bit, which can suck because at that rate, im still really slow. i hate the fact that im out of shape, despite all the work i put into being healthy anda fit. 15 years of sedentary couch potato lifestyle has got me in a rut. how the hell can i make it to the AFA with this weak and unfulfilled body?
anime (japanese and otherwise) really does make me feel bad about myself. i hate how they are all sexy and capable of doing amazing things, all the time. i've decided to leave the anime craze forever. good-bye anime, ill miss how my ego would wither in your divine presence...
now if you excuse me, i need to check other peoples LJs, to see if anything has changed.