i'll follow the sun
Things change when you aren't even watching.
It's funny to look around at who you're with. Since high school I mean.
The people I was closest with, I thought they were going to be my bridesmaids. Now I wonder if I'd even invite them five years down the road. I know I sound harsh, but it's the truth. In high school we felt so tight, close, and inseperable. Now there is an awkward tension, as though we realize it wasn't really there. Our depth was based on our latest boy traumas. Now, I do not tag this reaction to every friendship. Not even the majority. I just up and realized that the people I spent endless hours and days with don't even know me. Oddly enough, it's settling. That time was special for us and I wouldn't trade that.
I look at the people that I really turn to. The ones who really fit in my life. The ones who support me with silence, rather than silence me with statements. Thank you. Everybody needs that. And I have that.
It's funny to look around at who you're with. Since high school I mean.
The people I was closest with, I thought they were going to be my bridesmaids. Now I wonder if I'd even invite them five years down the road. I know I sound harsh, but it's the truth. In high school we felt so tight, close, and inseperable. Now there is an awkward tension, as though we realize it wasn't really there. Our depth was based on our latest boy traumas. Now, I do not tag this reaction to every friendship. Not even the majority. I just up and realized that the people I spent endless hours and days with don't even know me. Oddly enough, it's settling. That time was special for us and I wouldn't trade that.
I look at the people that I really turn to. The ones who really fit in my life. The ones who support me with silence, rather than silence me with statements. Thank you. Everybody needs that. And I have that.