I'm up too late again, but at least I finally made time for a shower, haha! Beyond that, I'm SO tired and have way too much to say. I'll save it for the real journal. But yay for shopping and sushi and tours of residence halls. :)
i want to tell
if i am or i am not myself
it's hard to know
how far or if at all could go
i've waited far too long
for something i forgot was wrong
i don't know all the answers i think that i'll find
or have it within the time
but it's all that i'll have in mind
until i fall away
i won't keep you waiting long
until i fall away
i don't know what to do anymore
until i fall away
my fear--pretend
that i'll never be in love again
it's real to me
but not like these fools and not like this scene
i won't find
or have it within the time
if it's all rusted and faded into the spot where we fell
where i thought i'd left behind
it's loose now but we could try
until i fall away
i won't keep you waiting long
until i fall away
i don't know what to do anymore
until i fall away
when there's no good answers
no new questions
another personal disaster
there's no way to go but down
until i fall away...