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okay... so graduation was purty cool. until i saw my mother and i hate her and i didn't want to be anywhere near her and i didn't want her to touch me but she did anyways... so i cried... and people we like ohh shes crying she is going to miss everyone so much. i wasn't crying about that losers! well maybe some people deep down inside. so i got in really big trouble and so i got everything taken away again and it sucked but i should have been that responsible person and not do bad things. so if i don;t pick up my cell and if i don't update go on AIM or yahoo you will know why. i am a stupid piece of shit that wants to die. but anyways. i bigger thing that i am going to miss. NICK E. what you said to me before i left. thank you for caring. all i want to do is die right now. i guess all the druggs. but really thanks for caring about it. that really meant alot for me. everyone else doesn't give a shit. but thanks alot. and nicoley i am sorry. but my parents wouldn't let me come to your party which sucked. so now i am at my sisters apt. and she got the internet so i was like SCORE. and the kitty is eating the frilly stuff on my dress. lol i nevver took it off yet. anyways. everyone looked soo fucking hot! ( mostly turned on by the girls) the guys were hot too igues. anyways. i don't know what is going to happen in the future. but i know i need help. but thank you sooooo fucking much nick e. i love you! and i am really sorry nicole. and oksana WHOA you were HOT. anthony thought soo too. much love you everyone.... byee.... ohh yea. mel was HOT