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Im pretty confused right now, or I just dont have time to sort everything out. Im getting more and more tired day after day. I dont really know what will make me happy at this point. Im doing everything day by day, taking care of everything. I celebrated my first victory of paying off my VISA, and Best buy card today. Feel pretty good about it. Right now it really dosent matter, but I know i'll thank myself later. Its nothing really to be especially happy about, i guess since it was originally a fuck up, adn it took this long for me to fix it...i should hang my head in shame. New car idea is definatly gone, I just talked to a buddy who just gave up his new 2004 Audi S4. He didnt wanna pay anymore, so he just took a loss. His payments were 680 a month, with 400 a month insurance. He works harder than I do, to have the car and pay rent. Im not gonna deal with that. The only thing that really bothers me...is that I still want a unique beautiful head turning car. Something thats not so played out...something thats not so cheap. I had alot of fun with the maxima, with its full kit and modifications, NO one knew what was tailgating them with the high beams on. No one could understand a family sedan in street race trim doing 135 on the freeway. No one was willing to understand why different wasn't always bad. I now drive a 1991 Integra, no matter what i wanna do to it for a project its never gonna be unique. Its never gonna be reveared. Its never gonna be loved. Im not over the maxima, i feel totally beaten by it, I threw everything i had against it, it was built up....beaten down, and built back up. Now i can never build it back up. Spare parts go on ebay and maxima.org as we speak. The legacy is over. I just have a few random pictures to show for it and a magazine AD!!!! =-D, but Thats it. I had alot of fun times in that car, from the 4 hour cannon ball runs to LA and back for parties, to having my love in the car with me. Getting stuck in the snow. Getting pulled over countless times, street races, nitrous, hours and hours of work on it.
wait call from miki....update in a few.
wait call from miki....update in a few.