ugh.
i feel like thanks to myspace that this is really the only place that i can go to unload.
sometimes, i wish i didn't care so much..... and i wish people didnt think that everyone had to like them to get along in life. i must admit, i care about my friends and am very jealous of them.... but one of them has a drinking problem and can't seem to fix it.
i can't help them anymore, and the worst part is that they are living with me.
my friend "pzul" said he wanted help to become self sufficient after his bf of 5 years kicked him out... i took him in, offered to help... and his parents keep supporting him and he drinks all the time. he always relies on someone else and that is always his excuse and i feel like he has lied to me.... i can't help someone that wont help themselves. i think i am going to ask him to move out and give him 30 days.
i want to break down and cry, and i need a get away... nyc next week should help me out alot.... that is when i will descide... because right now, i feel like an enabler.
sometimes, i wish i didn't care so much..... and i wish people didnt think that everyone had to like them to get along in life. i must admit, i care about my friends and am very jealous of them.... but one of them has a drinking problem and can't seem to fix it.
i can't help them anymore, and the worst part is that they are living with me.
my friend "pzul" said he wanted help to become self sufficient after his bf of 5 years kicked him out... i took him in, offered to help... and his parents keep supporting him and he drinks all the time. he always relies on someone else and that is always his excuse and i feel like he has lied to me.... i can't help someone that wont help themselves. i think i am going to ask him to move out and give him 30 days.
i want to break down and cry, and i need a get away... nyc next week should help me out alot.... that is when i will descide... because right now, i feel like an enabler.