Jun 24, 2008 23:38
anyone knows what the fuck i am going thru right now and i can't really talk to anyone about it. it's to the point where its a toss up again for me just to give up and give out. i'm tired of pulling the 12 hour days, the worn down sick feeling, the drag 3 nights a week, and even more so..... the drag isn't as bad as the worst part.... being single.
so yeah. went to the doctors today and that did not go so well.... nothing thats not reversable (high blood pressure, etc.) but i am just sick of it all. i've got an ear infection and some other bulljive and i hate being sick and having no one here to take care of me.
and this all takes me back to 8 months ago.
fuck it.
i'm out.