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its funny how the simplest things can realli change the way ur feeling....it happened to me jus recently
i havent spoken to this friend in a long while..and even tho i had txted to check to see how they wer doing they nvr txted back ....i txted happy bday to them n still nvr txted back ..it had made me feel like this person had had enough of me..so didnt bother ..i have to say it did drag me down at times ..however jus a couple days ago ...i get a call from a number i hadnt seen b4 so i pick up n i hear hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! i remember dat voice! lol turns out dat the person had lost the fone which had the number i had so nvr got my txts n stuff and they hav been using der bros fone number instead ..we ended up chattin for hours after was glad to catch up on things dat made my day realli jus made me realli happy.
newayz dat was random....so halloween jus passed did you all hav a good time ...im sure ppl will agree with me that it was rather poo for me n claire ali n laura n lynn but claires pretty much explained it all so ill not bother.
kinda got into a wee row with my mum 2day ....=( shes been ignoring me all day not speaking to me ...hmmm it all began with a stupid letter which she told me to read for her cause she didnt realli nderstand it. the letter was about the details of us moving house n stuff n she wanted me to explain it to her what it said...the bloody thing was 10 pages long ...n you all know how much i hate reading ..so i cut it short for her n jus said dat it wasnt realli anything important n to be honest i wasnt realli able to translate the stuff into chinese for her casue of the terminology they used ...then my mum cracks up on me saying how i didnt even bother reading it n why she even bothers with me n why she didnt jus let me go to uni instead..then i jus bursted out at her going how i didnt wanan stay here in the first place n blablabla how my dumb sis wanted me to stay. its fuckedu p i say ...my sis is the only one who forced me to stay ..my mum even wants me to go to uni this year ...so dat pisses me off everytime the subject is brought up. sigh this yr is crap...
i wanna go away to uni badly ...not stay here in this dump...hate the fact everyones met new friends n stuff while im stuck home becoming a social recluse. honestly tho i swear my minds not as good as it use to be ...i think ive gotten dumber ...my thinkin is slower casue i dont use my brain much no more ...sigh dont know how ill be able to study after a years worth of crap ..lol
my my think this is my longest entry yet ....well cept for that nothin new in my life realli got my driving test on the 24th so hope dat goes well then at least i can drive sumwer away from the house when i feel like it ...give me a bit of freedom.
well hope i can sort things out with my mum soon ..its her bday on sunday n wer gonna go out for dinner ...my bro n sis r coing back on thurs n friday wudnt wanna go to dinner not talking rite ? sigh ...
newayz its half 3 now think ill jus go to beds hav driving lesson 2mo but forgot what time its either at 12 or 2 ...hmmm aiteo ciao peeps
i havent spoken to this friend in a long while..and even tho i had txted to check to see how they wer doing they nvr txted back ....i txted happy bday to them n still nvr txted back ..it had made me feel like this person had had enough of me..so didnt bother ..i have to say it did drag me down at times ..however jus a couple days ago ...i get a call from a number i hadnt seen b4 so i pick up n i hear hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! i remember dat voice! lol turns out dat the person had lost the fone which had the number i had so nvr got my txts n stuff and they hav been using der bros fone number instead ..we ended up chattin for hours after was glad to catch up on things dat made my day realli jus made me realli happy.
newayz dat was random....so halloween jus passed did you all hav a good time ...im sure ppl will agree with me that it was rather poo for me n claire ali n laura n lynn but claires pretty much explained it all so ill not bother.
kinda got into a wee row with my mum 2day ....=( shes been ignoring me all day not speaking to me ...hmmm it all began with a stupid letter which she told me to read for her cause she didnt realli nderstand it. the letter was about the details of us moving house n stuff n she wanted me to explain it to her what it said...the bloody thing was 10 pages long ...n you all know how much i hate reading ..so i cut it short for her n jus said dat it wasnt realli anything important n to be honest i wasnt realli able to translate the stuff into chinese for her casue of the terminology they used ...then my mum cracks up on me saying how i didnt even bother reading it n why she even bothers with me n why she didnt jus let me go to uni instead..then i jus bursted out at her going how i didnt wanan stay here in the first place n blablabla how my dumb sis wanted me to stay. its fuckedu p i say ...my sis is the only one who forced me to stay ..my mum even wants me to go to uni this year ...so dat pisses me off everytime the subject is brought up. sigh this yr is crap...
i wanna go away to uni badly ...not stay here in this dump...hate the fact everyones met new friends n stuff while im stuck home becoming a social recluse. honestly tho i swear my minds not as good as it use to be ...i think ive gotten dumber ...my thinkin is slower casue i dont use my brain much no more ...sigh dont know how ill be able to study after a years worth of crap ..lol
my my think this is my longest entry yet ....well cept for that nothin new in my life realli got my driving test on the 24th so hope dat goes well then at least i can drive sumwer away from the house when i feel like it ...give me a bit of freedom.
well hope i can sort things out with my mum soon ..its her bday on sunday n wer gonna go out for dinner ...my bro n sis r coing back on thurs n friday wudnt wanna go to dinner not talking rite ? sigh ...
newayz its half 3 now think ill jus go to beds hav driving lesson 2mo but forgot what time its either at 12 or 2 ...hmmm aiteo ciao peeps