feels good to be loved

Feb 12, 2008 03:04

His friend was in town this weekend so I gave him boys time without fussing at all. It also gave me time to be alone and do my own thing.

I know its bad.. But I just call up my guy friends to hang out with. Guy friends that loved to be more than friends with me. I know I'm taking advantage of my position. But hey, they all know where I stand. They don't complain about it.

Realizing how much attention I could have gave me lots of confidence. No, I'm not the hottest girl around. But, I guess there's something about me. I'm sure he recognize that something. Wow, its been almost a year.

Anyways, I really am learning to appreciate him. He has always given me the freedom to do whatever I want to without any guilt. Giving me more than enough room to breath and make my own choices. He knows how flirty and friendly I can get, but he doesn't make me feel guilty for anything.

Because of the way he is, he has earn my respect. And, time after time again I would always choose him. He doesn't even have to do anything. Sometimes you don't have to try so hard to win the battle. Corny as it may sound . . Just be yourself.
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