Why does it hurt so bad....
It sucks that she is gone. Um my best friend Ary came to town to see me graduate and today she left. I haven't seen her in four years so this was a long overdue visit. Ary knows evrything about me and understands my psycho behavior and weirdness and just everyth I hate that we live so far apart. I hate that her visit was so short. I hate that we had to say good-bye. As I walked back into my house I felt empty because she is such a large part of me. I know I'll talk to her this evening and tomorrow and the day after and so forth, but it sucks. For one brief moment I had my best friend right there... This honestly hurts so bad because I love her so much and I miss her like crazy and this visit just showed me what I'm missing by having her so far away.I have a headache from crying...