Aug 28, 2004 17:47
The scariest thing about dreams....when they come true. I'm sittin here in New York off my ass excited but scared as hell. I am so far away from home and I'm alone. I don't know anybody out here!!! That stuff is just the tip of the iceberg, it doesn't bother me neatly as much as the pressure I feel. I've wanted this for so long but now that I'm here I'm not sure if I can do this. AAAAH!!! God I'm nervous, but that's all it is nerves. yeah. anyway sorry that y'all have to read my psycho rambling but I haven't updated in forever and i did wanna let y'all know I'm in New York and I love you and miss you. Good Luck with school everybody, and keep in touch!