Holidays....blah
Well, yesterday was Thanksgiving.....my least favorite holiday. I didn't do anything. I waited around in Lubbock until about 5:30 and then drove for 4 hours to Artesia, NM. Today sometime we're doing our Thanksgiving meal thing with my granddad (probably around lunch so that for dinner we can "celebrate" my b-day which is tomorrow). It's been kinda ridiculous and I really don't see the point of celebrating this holiday.
My grandmother tried to get me to go eat with her and her family yesterday because I still hadn't left yet....but I could NOT deal with 2 family gatherings. It's bad enough Christmas and Thanksgiving are so close together. There is just so much tension and drama in my family right now I don't want to be any where near it. I almost admire my family members that have left without a word or trace....they escaped the insanity....bravo.
Like I said, tomorrow is my b-day. I'm going to drive for about 4 1/2 hours to San Angelo from here to see my friends. I guess it's a b-day gift for myself. It's weird...I'm only going to be 19, but I feel so much older already. Just this past year I feel like I've aged at least 5 years. Not looking forward to how much I'll age this next year.
Well, as far as boys are concerned, I decided I was done with them. I have too much else in my life to deal with without having to deal with the stress of boys. Unfortunately, as soon as I decided that, another boy entered my life. He's friends with one of the first guys I liked this semester.....I hope that won't pose any problems. I think I just have a crush on him though....I don't know if it's really an attraction or if I'm just horny and find him cute :) Either way, I'm still not going to do anything about it. I'm sticking to my guns, and if he wants something, he can pursue me. I'm done doing the chasing.
Well, I've babbled enough. I hope you all enjoyed your Thanksgivings (it means school is almost out...can you believe it?!?!?!)
My grandmother tried to get me to go eat with her and her family yesterday because I still hadn't left yet....but I could NOT deal with 2 family gatherings. It's bad enough Christmas and Thanksgiving are so close together. There is just so much tension and drama in my family right now I don't want to be any where near it. I almost admire my family members that have left without a word or trace....they escaped the insanity....bravo.
Like I said, tomorrow is my b-day. I'm going to drive for about 4 1/2 hours to San Angelo from here to see my friends. I guess it's a b-day gift for myself. It's weird...I'm only going to be 19, but I feel so much older already. Just this past year I feel like I've aged at least 5 years. Not looking forward to how much I'll age this next year.
Well, as far as boys are concerned, I decided I was done with them. I have too much else in my life to deal with without having to deal with the stress of boys. Unfortunately, as soon as I decided that, another boy entered my life. He's friends with one of the first guys I liked this semester.....I hope that won't pose any problems. I think I just have a crush on him though....I don't know if it's really an attraction or if I'm just horny and find him cute :) Either way, I'm still not going to do anything about it. I'm sticking to my guns, and if he wants something, he can pursue me. I'm done doing the chasing.
Well, I've babbled enough. I hope you all enjoyed your Thanksgivings (it means school is almost out...can you believe it?!?!?!)