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blaaahhh
i hate my new job, i fucki8ng hate retail
im to depressed to get anything done
but i need to lift myself out of tis funk, get things done
just work my job, make some money for a couple of weeks until i find a new job, maybe at the naked cafe, they're mellow, work mornings, with food not clothes
lately i have been feeling so alone, my house is usually empty,
just me
i've been crying a lot
a thick deep sad heaving cry
miserable
but then i go outside by myself for a cigarette, and the breeze cools my tears, and i just breathe
and remind myself
all i can do is breathe
and work my hardest
and if i do that
then thats what im doing
and im moving forward
and life is still going
annd im still in it
going going going
i hate my new job, i fucki8ng hate retail
im to depressed to get anything done
but i need to lift myself out of tis funk, get things done
just work my job, make some money for a couple of weeks until i find a new job, maybe at the naked cafe, they're mellow, work mornings, with food not clothes
lately i have been feeling so alone, my house is usually empty,
just me
i've been crying a lot
a thick deep sad heaving cry
miserable
but then i go outside by myself for a cigarette, and the breeze cools my tears, and i just breathe
and remind myself
all i can do is breathe
and work my hardest
and if i do that
then thats what im doing
and im moving forward
and life is still going
annd im still in it
going going going