life
Every once and a while I become so enraged. It's always at one specific issue. And I find it absolutely debilitating. And it's always the same thought process.
And it's always one of the same two people.
I don't know what to do. I know what I want to do. I know what I deserve.
And knowing what I deserve... makes me ... and has always made me want to do this... thing. This melodramatic thing.
So at some point I am going to snap. And I am going to do this thing. Hopefully then I'll be happy.
I think the big problem about being me... is that with out absolute confirmation I don't think anybody gets it. So really... the only way for me to get anything out there is to write it down.
12:08
And it's always one of the same two people.
I don't know what to do. I know what I want to do. I know what I deserve.
And knowing what I deserve... makes me ... and has always made me want to do this... thing. This melodramatic thing.
So at some point I am going to snap. And I am going to do this thing. Hopefully then I'll be happy.
I think the big problem about being me... is that with out absolute confirmation I don't think anybody gets it. So really... the only way for me to get anything out there is to write it down.
12:08