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well yeah its been awhile...hasnt it? my stupid browser fucking sucks ass.But yeah things lately are pretty alright things are going good between me and dez lately they werent but now there great hopefully i just hope i get to see her soon,and stuff.Alot of shit happened since i last updated,my friend chinkass birthday passed a week ago we partied three days in a row for his stupidass....no one did that for me:|...but the first day was fucking badass cause it was all the whole click hanging out together for the first time in a long time we had a good time we got fucking piss drunk and jumped in a pool we werent supposed to jump in.the next day we went to chinkass's house (the fucking mansion) and drank a couple of tall boys;) and got a little buzzing,and the third and final day we threw a big ass party at the mansion,me and chris fucking barBQued some fucking burgers but we hate everything before anyone got there that night was pretty alright too.My friends new band is working out pretty good as well too but there concidering making me vocals and chinkass playing guitar its gonna be pretty kickass if that happeneds cause we deciceded to fucking tear shit up with some fuckin deftones and as i lay dying most likely orginals as well and just go fucking crazy at partys and shit.who knows maybe we'll play in CC and maybe my lover will be able to go with samantha and if sam goes i know brows(raul)will be there that would be pretty awesome we'll just see.i dunno i'm very glad things worked out between me and desirea.....you better get better babycakes......lol :> but until next time ;)