having a stogey thinking..........
its been a while since i updated this stupid thing but,now is a perfect time.why is it such a good time? cause i feel like shit woo! and i have no one to talk to right now. life sometimes can be so fucking complicated sometimes and i dont always know what to do about it. cause there are times when i can feel really fuckin shitty and i have noting to turn to other then drugs but what am i supposed to do when there arent any drugs in the picture?i'm still trying to quit yeah pulling it off pretty good havent smoked in almost a week.by the way i'm quiting because i made a promise to someone important to me that i would stop.i also moved to corpus just recently but i dunno its not too much fun.the only thing good about it is her.her the one women who has ever been there for me who has ever cared about me back her the one who i turn to when i feel like shit but who am i supposed to turn to if shes not talking to me? huh could someone please tell me.sometimes i just want to fuckin go out and do something but then i remember there is nothing to do? i dont even know what the fuck to say right now i have alot of thoughts going through my head right now and i dont feel the greatest right now so i'm just gonna go be in my stupid mood somewhere else.