Kaput.
SO, essentially life... it blows at this point in time.
but thats OK because its just one time in my life where I feel kind of worthless, but oh well. Life STILL goes on. With me feeling worthless or not.
I don't feel extremely worthless...
Today was supposed to be my third day back at practice... but that failed. I have to watch my brother because he may burn down the whole effing house.
AND the only thing right now that i am excited for is my MacBook... I WANT IT NOW!! And i think my dad HAS it but is not going to give it to me.... LAMEEE!!!
GAHHH! i hate PC's. and my phone.. i don't know why i even got a razr. i like my phone to be unique and i should have known that every body would have a razr eventually. its stupid that i even got it.... i just don't remember why i got it. HA! but to help me through the next five months of having this phone, Ive painted it GOLD. Its only dots, but it is actually gold gold. not like fake spray paint whatever, it is truly 18 carat gold.
but anyways.
I'm also extremely frustrated that there was school today. What happened to the forcasts? I just cant look at the weather forcasts ever! Because i get my hopes up for nothing! I woke up this morning thinking that i wouldn't have school today! but no. i had school. and my lungs hurt like a mother. and so does my back. i'm supposed to be at practice, but I'm not because my brother is a jerk. and GAHHH!!! I just want a hug because nobody has given me a decent hug in a long long time... and wow... this is a bitch-fest right now...
and for one last thing, I'm soooo worried about college its not even funny.
but thats OK because its just one time in my life where I feel kind of worthless, but oh well. Life STILL goes on. With me feeling worthless or not.
I don't feel extremely worthless...
Today was supposed to be my third day back at practice... but that failed. I have to watch my brother because he may burn down the whole effing house.
AND the only thing right now that i am excited for is my MacBook... I WANT IT NOW!! And i think my dad HAS it but is not going to give it to me.... LAMEEE!!!
GAHHH! i hate PC's. and my phone.. i don't know why i even got a razr. i like my phone to be unique and i should have known that every body would have a razr eventually. its stupid that i even got it.... i just don't remember why i got it. HA! but to help me through the next five months of having this phone, Ive painted it GOLD. Its only dots, but it is actually gold gold. not like fake spray paint whatever, it is truly 18 carat gold.
but anyways.
I'm also extremely frustrated that there was school today. What happened to the forcasts? I just cant look at the weather forcasts ever! Because i get my hopes up for nothing! I woke up this morning thinking that i wouldn't have school today! but no. i had school. and my lungs hurt like a mother. and so does my back. i'm supposed to be at practice, but I'm not because my brother is a jerk. and GAHHH!!! I just want a hug because nobody has given me a decent hug in a long long time... and wow... this is a bitch-fest right now...
and for one last thing, I'm soooo worried about college its not even funny.