Dear William Hornstein
well just thought i get my thoughts out about u,
when i first met u i thought u were so sweet and the best thing that had ever happend to me,
and then i trusted u,
and now when i trust someone of the male species it is a huge thing
mainly because my dad was a horrible influence, he was never home.
my brother's an asshole,
and some other incidents of being violated by boys.
When i give u my trust and my heart its like im giving u my soul.
now the words u have said to me and to my friends in the past 24 hours have hurt me so much!!
how can u say im disgusting and say that i am my friends only friend!
how can u say that i just want sex!
are u shittin me?!?
i wanted a fuckin relationship with u, i wanted to give u my heart and soul, i wanted u to love me like no one had ever loved me before!
and the reasons i wanted to hang out with u, wasnt because all i care about is sex, but because i wanted to be with u, and i wanted to get to know u better!
is that such a crime?!?!
i regret everything ive done with u,
because maybe, just maybe if i didnt, i would still have u,
u would still be part of me,
ur smile used to brighten up my heart, it would brighten up my day,
but now it just leaves me with a feeling of regret and disgust and a broken heart.
i hope ur happy
and im sorry if i gave u the wrong message that i just wanted sex!!
and i will always love u
xoxo
ally q.
when i first met u i thought u were so sweet and the best thing that had ever happend to me,
and then i trusted u,
and now when i trust someone of the male species it is a huge thing
mainly because my dad was a horrible influence, he was never home.
my brother's an asshole,
and some other incidents of being violated by boys.
When i give u my trust and my heart its like im giving u my soul.
now the words u have said to me and to my friends in the past 24 hours have hurt me so much!!
how can u say im disgusting and say that i am my friends only friend!
how can u say that i just want sex!
are u shittin me?!?
i wanted a fuckin relationship with u, i wanted to give u my heart and soul, i wanted u to love me like no one had ever loved me before!
and the reasons i wanted to hang out with u, wasnt because all i care about is sex, but because i wanted to be with u, and i wanted to get to know u better!
is that such a crime?!?!
i regret everything ive done with u,
because maybe, just maybe if i didnt, i would still have u,
u would still be part of me,
ur smile used to brighten up my heart, it would brighten up my day,
but now it just leaves me with a feeling of regret and disgust and a broken heart.
i hope ur happy
and im sorry if i gave u the wrong message that i just wanted sex!!
and i will always love u
xoxo
ally q.