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chimpanzee just got back home from a swim at tati's new cave with Mr shrunken-shorts. They filled me up with stuffs that happened recently and past few months. It was nice and calming. In the pool, i had a talk with tati about stuff in general and we came to the topic about dealing with things we cannot control. We all know that things which we can't control, we should let it flow by itself and enjoy the moment. I wish i can do as well as said.
i have also exchanged some text with happyslut about how sometime chimpanzee can lose his self-worth. Many times, he found himself forcing the recognition of his worth to his love one. What good does it do? Beside, Chimpy knows that he doesn't have heaps of confidence about himself and, all this while, he have been trying to bulid it up brick by brick. I am positive that it's my lack of self-esteem that lead to the constant pursuit of the worthiness of myself.
this entry have to end abruptly as i dont know what else to say...
" when screams fade into the abundant edgeless space, what's the use of screaming? There are even no echo to reflect your presence."
i have also exchanged some text with happyslut about how sometime chimpanzee can lose his self-worth. Many times, he found himself forcing the recognition of his worth to his love one. What good does it do? Beside, Chimpy knows that he doesn't have heaps of confidence about himself and, all this while, he have been trying to bulid it up brick by brick. I am positive that it's my lack of self-esteem that lead to the constant pursuit of the worthiness of myself.
this entry have to end abruptly as i dont know what else to say...
" when screams fade into the abundant edgeless space, what's the use of screaming? There are even no echo to reflect your presence."