i'm feeling a little confused
Gosh, i couldn't really have got myself into a weirder pickle if i tried.
Everything seems to be happening at once. I've been offered a house sitting job by my cousin this summer, whichs means yet another summer by myself. I'm worried that the transport links from hers to civilisation as i know it will be even poorer than it is in my end of hertfordshire. I guess i'll still be earning money for nothing though, which is nice.
I'm worried that i haven't revised enough- i.e. not at all and that i won't be in a position where i can pull out of UCAS, that would mean that i'd be both letting a job down and some travel.
Speaking of travel i was first offered a flatshare by Andrew and Sterling, but they live in St louis heights which isn't exactly great for someone who doesn't own a car to be able to get down to Waikiki and downtown. So i rejected their offer even though the rent was pretty good. I think it was something like £600 for a month inclu. bills...but now i'm wondering whether i've done the right thing, when i think i MAY be able to get a moped rental legally under silly US law. Then came Michelangelo who's also offered me a room..he has the MOST amazing penthouse in a condo near diamond head, but also up the hill near UH Manoa, which isn't ideal, although apparently you can see the beach from his balcony...which is promising. I've put up that i can not move in for hte long term and it'll be 2 months at the max, although i'm thinking that perhaps flying over to the Gold Coast AU might seem like a good idea as car rental for under 21s is allowed by some rental companies in Queensland. I'm just worried that if i move in with someone it might limit the number of people i meet, whereas, if i hostel it, i can meet loads of people- but my belongings (of which there will be plenty) may not neccessarily be safe?! It all works out to a similar price anyway...so it's all a little confusing.
I wonder if the people i've invited to come along with me will come in the end...if they do then hostelling is a better option...i shouldn't tie myself down putting in a moving-in deposit on a condo...but marsfsbkjfbsdkjfbsdjkfbsJBFSB FUCK ME I'M CONFUSED.
Also, i have no problem with old men social interaction or anything, but having to integrate into the lives of 30 year olds who are in the swing of things seems a little daunting. I'm sure i'll managed well, but, a little bit of me has its reservations.
Also, had a hollywood the other day...oh my FUCKING CHRIST...in one word...OUCH. But yeh...feels great! =]
Why is it my social life perks up always around exam time? I'm not too happy about that! Plus, why is it some people find ways of pissing me off more than ever when i LEAST NEED THEM TO. Gosh, some people really have shown their true colours lately. I don't know if i'm being over analytical or what, but i can not help thinking that on this occasion, i'm bloody right.
whatevs.
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Everything seems to be happening at once. I've been offered a house sitting job by my cousin this summer, whichs means yet another summer by myself. I'm worried that the transport links from hers to civilisation as i know it will be even poorer than it is in my end of hertfordshire. I guess i'll still be earning money for nothing though, which is nice.
I'm worried that i haven't revised enough- i.e. not at all and that i won't be in a position where i can pull out of UCAS, that would mean that i'd be both letting a job down and some travel.
Speaking of travel i was first offered a flatshare by Andrew and Sterling, but they live in St louis heights which isn't exactly great for someone who doesn't own a car to be able to get down to Waikiki and downtown. So i rejected their offer even though the rent was pretty good. I think it was something like £600 for a month inclu. bills...but now i'm wondering whether i've done the right thing, when i think i MAY be able to get a moped rental legally under silly US law. Then came Michelangelo who's also offered me a room..he has the MOST amazing penthouse in a condo near diamond head, but also up the hill near UH Manoa, which isn't ideal, although apparently you can see the beach from his balcony...which is promising. I've put up that i can not move in for hte long term and it'll be 2 months at the max, although i'm thinking that perhaps flying over to the Gold Coast AU might seem like a good idea as car rental for under 21s is allowed by some rental companies in Queensland. I'm just worried that if i move in with someone it might limit the number of people i meet, whereas, if i hostel it, i can meet loads of people- but my belongings (of which there will be plenty) may not neccessarily be safe?! It all works out to a similar price anyway...so it's all a little confusing.
I wonder if the people i've invited to come along with me will come in the end...if they do then hostelling is a better option...i shouldn't tie myself down putting in a moving-in deposit on a condo...but marsfsbkjfbsdkjfbsdjkfbsJBFSB FUCK ME I'M CONFUSED.
Also, i have no problem with old men social interaction or anything, but having to integrate into the lives of 30 year olds who are in the swing of things seems a little daunting. I'm sure i'll managed well, but, a little bit of me has its reservations.
Also, had a hollywood the other day...oh my FUCKING CHRIST...in one word...OUCH. But yeh...feels great! =]
Why is it my social life perks up always around exam time? I'm not too happy about that! Plus, why is it some people find ways of pissing me off more than ever when i LEAST NEED THEM TO. Gosh, some people really have shown their true colours lately. I don't know if i'm being over analytical or what, but i can not help thinking that on this occasion, i'm bloody right.
whatevs.
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