im feeling yummy from head to toe.

[chimmychanga]

talked with milton for like three hours.

there's something about talking to your ex's bestfriend that just wasnt hot tonight. ;P lol

i feel better. so much better. he let me bitch<3

so i lost little jesse michael or lexus marie. hahahaha.

i want to let go of him/her one day. not now.

talked to milton about some deep personal things i thought/felt towards joe. felt good to let them out. get them burried.

he gave me his number and said it'd be nice to hang out.
loved to. he wants to talk tomorrow.
i think ppl really do care about me; i just havent let them in.

i thought joe cared about me. he was what i was compairing everyone else to. big mistake. no one else dissed me.

i love my friends.
i love volunteering.
i love learning amazing things in school and developing new ways of interpreting and seeing things.
i love my job and my co-workers.
i love my volunteers.

things are great. life is awesome.
im getting the right things from the right people. i'm ok with them all being guys. i'm not a whore. never was. never will be.
i'm a great person. i do great things. its becaue i have great people in my life.