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i am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired.
spring break has taken its toll on me.
yesterday was only me, gab, whats her face, that bitchy asian chick, meloney, and mike. there's usually like ten people there. i went on like ten calls. ray told me to take a ten min break. it was actually two minutes. then i was off on a call.
the people i took out were soooooooooooo lame. ugh, i dont want to begin to explain it.
then joe was the biggest penis head in the whole entire world. i told him to call me after he got back from playing basketball because he probably wouldnt be home until way after i got home from the hospital. he called me at 11 saying he was playing video games. then he bitched and bitched after i told him i was upset. he said he spoke "soooo highly of" me over there. yeah... we both know thats not true. he calls me a whore, slut and says i'm stupid like theres no tomorrow. whatever.
he said they called him to go play madden at five. this could have all been prevented if he could have left me a fucking voice message. he said he couldnt because his "mom was bitching" and wasnt going to let him go or something like that. oh god, how pathetic. this is coming from an 18 year old boy. but who am i to judge? i'm the idiot thats still going out with him.
he went on and on about money. i was like so freaking tired. i didnt take a nap. i didnt go to my bed. i stayed in the living room, waiting for him because i didnt want him to ring the doorbell at 10. my mom would be bitching that its way too late for him to be coming over. so like, he said that i need to get my prom dress already and i should ask my parents to take to get a dress. i said that he wants to get his tux already. i told him to get any color tie and then he started yelling, didnt let me finish my sentence. he said that he knew what i was going to say, i was going to get a white dress. actually, i was going to say that i'd get whatever color he chose.
he is such a ...gosh, i dont even know what he is.
and then he was like, "i told you that youre lucky that youre beautiful but seriously, thats the only thing you have going for yourself."
wtf kind of ish is that? he is so lame.
idk. maybe i'm the one at fault. kinda felt bad that i got some cookies for him, freshly baked. some lady brought them in for the volunteers. my mom wanted to steal them from me. they were for joe. he said, "hey i just wanted to say have fun today and i'll see you." he's very specific when he says see or call. what was i to think, you know?
oh well, you know? i just have to get up and stop trying to live ten days in advance. i feel pressured to stick with him until he proposes and then marry him. i cant let go of him because what if he's the one? he yelled at me last night, saying that he took me back for a stupid reason and i should be gratful that he took me back. first of all, when i told him that we had broken up, he said we hadnt.
i dont know. i just want to find a person that treats me well. not joe. so not joe. all of this could have been avoided if he had simply left a message. again, his excuse was that his mom was bitching and my phone supposedly takes forever to receive a message. SO not true.
k, i'm off. way too tired.
spring break has taken its toll on me.
yesterday was only me, gab, whats her face, that bitchy asian chick, meloney, and mike. there's usually like ten people there. i went on like ten calls. ray told me to take a ten min break. it was actually two minutes. then i was off on a call.
the people i took out were soooooooooooo lame. ugh, i dont want to begin to explain it.
then joe was the biggest penis head in the whole entire world. i told him to call me after he got back from playing basketball because he probably wouldnt be home until way after i got home from the hospital. he called me at 11 saying he was playing video games. then he bitched and bitched after i told him i was upset. he said he spoke "soooo highly of" me over there. yeah... we both know thats not true. he calls me a whore, slut and says i'm stupid like theres no tomorrow. whatever.
he said they called him to go play madden at five. this could have all been prevented if he could have left me a fucking voice message. he said he couldnt because his "mom was bitching" and wasnt going to let him go or something like that. oh god, how pathetic. this is coming from an 18 year old boy. but who am i to judge? i'm the idiot thats still going out with him.
he went on and on about money. i was like so freaking tired. i didnt take a nap. i didnt go to my bed. i stayed in the living room, waiting for him because i didnt want him to ring the doorbell at 10. my mom would be bitching that its way too late for him to be coming over. so like, he said that i need to get my prom dress already and i should ask my parents to take to get a dress. i said that he wants to get his tux already. i told him to get any color tie and then he started yelling, didnt let me finish my sentence. he said that he knew what i was going to say, i was going to get a white dress. actually, i was going to say that i'd get whatever color he chose.
he is such a ...gosh, i dont even know what he is.
and then he was like, "i told you that youre lucky that youre beautiful but seriously, thats the only thing you have going for yourself."
wtf kind of ish is that? he is so lame.
idk. maybe i'm the one at fault. kinda felt bad that i got some cookies for him, freshly baked. some lady brought them in for the volunteers. my mom wanted to steal them from me. they were for joe. he said, "hey i just wanted to say have fun today and i'll see you." he's very specific when he says see or call. what was i to think, you know?
oh well, you know? i just have to get up and stop trying to live ten days in advance. i feel pressured to stick with him until he proposes and then marry him. i cant let go of him because what if he's the one? he yelled at me last night, saying that he took me back for a stupid reason and i should be gratful that he took me back. first of all, when i told him that we had broken up, he said we hadnt.
i dont know. i just want to find a person that treats me well. not joe. so not joe. all of this could have been avoided if he had simply left a message. again, his excuse was that his mom was bitching and my phone supposedly takes forever to receive a message. SO not true.
k, i'm off. way too tired.