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if it were up to me,
she would know that our love is the best love. so just let it be.
its easy
last night, joe and i got into a bitter arguement.
he's not the world's best boyfriend.
so he mentioned lisa and how thin she has gotten. in attempt to make myself not feel like such a cow, i told him that she may look thin but she has a gut. then he holla'd some more, sayign that i was wrong and she's a freaking stick compared how she looked a month ago, when i las saw her. especially one that has struggled with eating disorders before.
i gave up and told him never to tell a girl that another girl is getting way thin and it looks like she doesnt do anything to lose the weight. he didnt let me finish what i was going to say. he got mad and said i take everything up the butt. then he didnt want to talk about it.
so we continued watchign the movie. as expected, there were a bunch of people shouting out stupid thing, making fart noises, shushing for no reason, and so on. joe and i dont like that. joe thought it was cute to continue that lameness. how very unattractive and immature. i told him not to do that. he did it anyway.
he kept on grabbing my breasts. i told him not to. he said, "what? you dont want me to grab your chicken [breasts]." again, very unattractive.
whatever, i'm stuck with him. thats what i was thinking. we went to beach bum. he saw a forer co-worker or whatever she was. he didnt seem too happy to see her. so she was working there. joe has been wanting to work there for like ever. um, then he asked her if they were hiring. she said yea then lied that they didnt have any applications. so then joe backed up, stepped on my foot. she continued talking to her, bumped into a customer for being careless. i was mad, of course, because i've told him a million times to be careful and he always replies with, "i know where i'm going." idiot.
then i didnt want to look at anything. its not like i can shop when he owes me a lot of money and i wouldnt be spending so much money if his idiot ass could get a job. when we went to chick fil a on monday, i paid. when we went to chick fil a yesterday, i paid ten and he paid 3. i gave him twenty bucks for gas because he didnt have any money for that. we were going to the movies because he wanted to. he expected me to pay for my ticket and pay for a jamba juice. 45 dollars to 13 isnt really fair.
so anyhow, back to the beach bums incident. he asked me if i was mad that he stepped on my foot. no shit, shirlock. then he yelled at me, started cursing and calling me an idiot. every other word he spat out was "fuck." every five was "idiot." he said that he expected me to leave him alone with the chick and look at clothes. rrrrrrrright. i dont care who she is, i wouldnt leave him alone with another girl. it makes me look like a dumb gf. and like, i know girls. girls are slutty no matter what. then i got mad that he always does that. the first time he saw someone while with me, he told me to stay there, hold his skateboard, while he walked 15 feet away from me to talk to some guy. i saw one of my co-workers in the parking lot. the first thing i did, well second to saying "hey," was introduce them to each other.
god, he's so mean. who curses and calls their gf and idiot. he's only introduced me to ONE person and thats manny. it was only because i kept on lookign at him, hinting that it was rude to bring him to my house without an introduction.
oh well. whatever. its not like we're going out anymore.
what sucks is that i cant go to the prom anymore. my school's prom is today. i could have found a date but oh well. =( sucks for me.
she would know that our love is the best love. so just let it be.
its easy
last night, joe and i got into a bitter arguement.
he's not the world's best boyfriend.
so he mentioned lisa and how thin she has gotten. in attempt to make myself not feel like such a cow, i told him that she may look thin but she has a gut. then he holla'd some more, sayign that i was wrong and she's a freaking stick compared how she looked a month ago, when i las saw her. especially one that has struggled with eating disorders before.
i gave up and told him never to tell a girl that another girl is getting way thin and it looks like she doesnt do anything to lose the weight. he didnt let me finish what i was going to say. he got mad and said i take everything up the butt. then he didnt want to talk about it.
so we continued watchign the movie. as expected, there were a bunch of people shouting out stupid thing, making fart noises, shushing for no reason, and so on. joe and i dont like that. joe thought it was cute to continue that lameness. how very unattractive and immature. i told him not to do that. he did it anyway.
he kept on grabbing my breasts. i told him not to. he said, "what? you dont want me to grab your chicken [breasts]." again, very unattractive.
whatever, i'm stuck with him. thats what i was thinking. we went to beach bum. he saw a forer co-worker or whatever she was. he didnt seem too happy to see her. so she was working there. joe has been wanting to work there for like ever. um, then he asked her if they were hiring. she said yea then lied that they didnt have any applications. so then joe backed up, stepped on my foot. she continued talking to her, bumped into a customer for being careless. i was mad, of course, because i've told him a million times to be careful and he always replies with, "i know where i'm going." idiot.
then i didnt want to look at anything. its not like i can shop when he owes me a lot of money and i wouldnt be spending so much money if his idiot ass could get a job. when we went to chick fil a on monday, i paid. when we went to chick fil a yesterday, i paid ten and he paid 3. i gave him twenty bucks for gas because he didnt have any money for that. we were going to the movies because he wanted to. he expected me to pay for my ticket and pay for a jamba juice. 45 dollars to 13 isnt really fair.
so anyhow, back to the beach bums incident. he asked me if i was mad that he stepped on my foot. no shit, shirlock. then he yelled at me, started cursing and calling me an idiot. every other word he spat out was "fuck." every five was "idiot." he said that he expected me to leave him alone with the chick and look at clothes. rrrrrrrright. i dont care who she is, i wouldnt leave him alone with another girl. it makes me look like a dumb gf. and like, i know girls. girls are slutty no matter what. then i got mad that he always does that. the first time he saw someone while with me, he told me to stay there, hold his skateboard, while he walked 15 feet away from me to talk to some guy. i saw one of my co-workers in the parking lot. the first thing i did, well second to saying "hey," was introduce them to each other.
god, he's so mean. who curses and calls their gf and idiot. he's only introduced me to ONE person and thats manny. it was only because i kept on lookign at him, hinting that it was rude to bring him to my house without an introduction.
oh well. whatever. its not like we're going out anymore.
what sucks is that i cant go to the prom anymore. my school's prom is today. i could have found a date but oh well. =( sucks for me.