May 20, 2009 23:29
Wow I haven't actually updated this in close to three months. Alot has happened since then.
I graduated college, with honors. I worked a lot. Went to a few shows including Bamboozle. I decided to stay in DC for the next year. I'm still in search of a place to live. I've had never ending guy troubles, which always seems to be my topic of discussion.
After very casually dating Eric and Nick, and both ending simultaneously, that same week I met our new sous chef, Dave, who replaced Eric and started hanging out with him. This was at first nice and a lot of fun, then he got all weird after 3 weeks or so because of work. Inevitable so it seems. Well then another few weeks later I see and hook up with Eric again. That brings up all of those feelings again. Oh but not even four days prior, while I was in NJ I met a guy Rob here and hung out with him. It was an overwhelming week. And typical of myself, I ruin what Eric and I had going again and he has stopped talking to me once again. Dave will get drunk and want to be with me and tells me all kinds of wonderful things, then he sobers up and gets mad at me for it all. Another endless cycle.
Well now I'm in NJ for a few weeks and trying to escape it all. I met a guy this past weekend, a friend of Tam's and we seemed to hit it off but I have not heard from him, so I'm taking a hint and dropping that idea before I look stupid once again.
Erin and I went to AC the past three nights and had a good time. Last night I met a guy in the casino who seems really cool. They started talking to us while playing wheel of fortune at 2am and we all ended up chatting. Peter, the one I was taking with, seemed cool as hell too. We started talking music because he's in a band from NJ n said he was playing a show in DC soon. We talked about the format and fun which made me super happy because any guy that likes the format and fun is a double thumbs up in my book. We exchanged numbers and were texting a while tonight too. We'll see....
Otherwise, I'm working back at Merle Norman for the next two weeks while home and basically just hanging out. I'm really stressed about finding a place to live. I need to move next weekend and I have nothing yet....