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if i ever bothered with doctors they would call this insomnia.
but it's more the retailiation from clocks, unwilling to tick as i sit and glare through the night.
and you swore i wasn't going crazy, i'm still holding you to that.
your screaming at me, and i can't reach you to make you shut up.
i don't think you even exist.
and you're saying 'penny for your thoughts'
but after i spill, you run away too fast to give me my penny.
this is my life, and it's begining to read like a horror show.
and my dreams never made much sense, but then i stopped sleeping and realised life was less realistic.
and i'm silently begging for you to send me a text, a letter, or even just a smile.
someone get me out of here.
i don't need saving, i need an escape.
but it's more the retailiation from clocks, unwilling to tick as i sit and glare through the night.
and you swore i wasn't going crazy, i'm still holding you to that.
your screaming at me, and i can't reach you to make you shut up.
i don't think you even exist.
and you're saying 'penny for your thoughts'
but after i spill, you run away too fast to give me my penny.
this is my life, and it's begining to read like a horror show.
and my dreams never made much sense, but then i stopped sleeping and realised life was less realistic.
and i'm silently begging for you to send me a text, a letter, or even just a smile.
someone get me out of here.
i don't need saving, i need an escape.