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Its weird how fast times change, it seemed like yesterday when I was invited to ouch's party. Now here I am... I also realize today would have been my ship date to be in the navy... and yet here I am typing about how relieved I am that I stayed. My, oh my... from taking 12 pills waking up next to her, leaving the navy, having my family dissapointed in me, going to the concert, meeting up with old friends, to meeting new friends, to living with new friends, to seeing Tanya once again, to being invited to a rave, to losing a very very good friend, to getting a promotion, to looking up colleges here, to being ready to go to costa rica, to meeting her once again... this has been an eventful 4 months.
instead of looking at who changed, maybe I should be more concerned with how I changed. because I cant say I didnt. I know there was more to say, but im sure you have all heard it all before. To the angel of sorrow, Im sorry those scars were for me. To the worker, I am sorry we have no time. To the malkavian, may dementia find you a happy home... to the lover, stay with him... to the 3 tears of life, I will be with you shortly... To the one living the life, Im jelous. To the innocent one, your masquerade is coming to an end. and finaly to the dead friend, I am sorry things changed and it ended like this.
instead of looking at who changed, maybe I should be more concerned with how I changed. because I cant say I didnt. I know there was more to say, but im sure you have all heard it all before. To the angel of sorrow, Im sorry those scars were for me. To the worker, I am sorry we have no time. To the malkavian, may dementia find you a happy home... to the lover, stay with him... to the 3 tears of life, I will be with you shortly... To the one living the life, Im jelous. To the innocent one, your masquerade is coming to an end. and finaly to the dead friend, I am sorry things changed and it ended like this.