An old Vampyre Post
I find myself now reflecting and thinking less and less about people. I know this is cliché to think of people as cattle but honestly, it doesn’t feel too far off. Don’t get me wrong I’m not trying to stick everyone in the same group, or label people… It’s just… damn some people really shouldn’t like talk, or breathe, and stuff.
A sense of Megalomania… I don’t think I’m a god or anything… well that’s not entirely true, but that’s a different conversation all together. Yes I do find myself thinking I’m better than most people, but that comes from a sense of understanding, rather than an ego. I understand the principles of feeding and how there are precautions that need to be taken, but sometimes it just feels like people are here to be just that… food.
A sub-understanding of their own existence… going day by day wondering what to do, or who they are, or being caught up in trivial matters, it seems all so pathetic. I am not trying to judge or place my self on a higher plane of existence. It just feels like that sometimes. Part of it may be because I have discovered what I am and have embraced with excitement and understanding, I just have a hard time trying to relate to others now. I feel excommunicated from human existence, and I’m not implying that it’s a bad thing, just different.
I have lost respect for most humans. Their level of existence is similar to fodder in my eyes, and I’m just curious to if this is only me or if there are others who feel the same way about this.
The existence of nature as been the superior race has always been on top, and fed on the lower races. So we are out numbered slightly… I’m playing with the thought of using humans strictly for my own entertainment and nothing more. *Sigh* Time will tell…
~Chimera
“I am just an illusion.”
A sense of Megalomania… I don’t think I’m a god or anything… well that’s not entirely true, but that’s a different conversation all together. Yes I do find myself thinking I’m better than most people, but that comes from a sense of understanding, rather than an ego. I understand the principles of feeding and how there are precautions that need to be taken, but sometimes it just feels like people are here to be just that… food.
A sub-understanding of their own existence… going day by day wondering what to do, or who they are, or being caught up in trivial matters, it seems all so pathetic. I am not trying to judge or place my self on a higher plane of existence. It just feels like that sometimes. Part of it may be because I have discovered what I am and have embraced with excitement and understanding, I just have a hard time trying to relate to others now. I feel excommunicated from human existence, and I’m not implying that it’s a bad thing, just different.
I have lost respect for most humans. Their level of existence is similar to fodder in my eyes, and I’m just curious to if this is only me or if there are others who feel the same way about this.
The existence of nature as been the superior race has always been on top, and fed on the lower races. So we are out numbered slightly… I’m playing with the thought of using humans strictly for my own entertainment and nothing more. *Sigh* Time will tell…
~Chimera
“I am just an illusion.”