Mar 07, 2005 21:49
Never alone, always lonely.
Doomed to feel heartache.
The perfect gentleman.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm really fighting something that shouldn't be fought.
True I'm a gentleman, and a virgin at that! Yes im 21 and a virgin still. I have been single forever now it seems... in a litteral sense... I no longer count the time I was left in the dark.
Maybe I should just whore myself out. Truely embrace what I am?
No... I cant, I have way too much pride... I still feel like I am a prize to be won.
~Chimera