Aug 26, 2005 01:29
To my nerds...
I just wanted to say that I lurve you guys. I'm gonna miss you so much. You all have been really, really wonderful people. I am like so lucky to know all of you and I feel happy and proud because of it. You guys are clean, smart, funny, and you have some of the biggest hearts I know of. I know that it's only leaving for a little while, but...still. I will really, really miss you.
Shaina--We're BFFs. haha. It's so weird leaving. And being far away for so long. Although not really that long. We'll see each other again soon. Really soon. And until then, I will still miss you oh so much...but we will write letters and be happy and keep in touch. Just remember all of our fun times and talks and rock shows and boyfriends and anime crushes and then movie star crushes as we 'advanced' in our teenage frivilosity, and our way of getting each others' jokes and laughing and loving to laugh. I will really, truly miss you my dear. So much. hugs and love. <3
Shawn--My rollercoaster buddy, and JSA love, and political talker, and basically all time hard core rocker. (ahahaha). We are able to talk about so much and it's always been really cool to hear your side and still (pretty much) understand each other and learn. You are my favorite conservative. haha. Really though, you are. You always roll with my really lameo jokes and it's so much fun. I'm gonna miss you. "I'm a republican, not a farmer."
Toph--I didn't even know that you hated me THAT much back in the day. hahaha. I was truly pretty apathetic towards you. I mean I didn't know you and I was kinda not caring. I had forgotten all about that day in chem. I kinda put it away in my head. But well. That was probably my roughest year in high school. And look at me now I'm so much better!! (haha joke.) Anyway. So I mean you pretty much act like you still hate me most of the time, haha, but you actually gave me a hug yesterday which was perf. And I know that you are a truly caring person, and I'm glad that we've gotten to know each other a lot better than our 'early years' of schooling. You even drove me from Jaime's to my house to get my vid cam. It wasn't there. But it was sweet of you to drive me. It's true that we've never really much had 'one on one' time to talk, but you're also right that we will. Especially since you love me soooooo much right?? heh. But for real? Thanks for being a supportive friend and ally this year, and always being around to joke and well...take your head out of pictures. Which I swear pisses me off to know end, you effing dick. Oh and the Figaro thing was at your grad party after we ran through the sprinklers, and I made you play that stupid soda can game with the ABCs. I'm glad you like your nickname. I do too =D
Zane--Dude I feel like a know you a bajillion times better after just this week!! We've actually talked a lot and it made me really, really happy. I love you Zaner Baners. You are a smart mother honker with a really wonderful heart. I can't wait to see what the world holds for you my friend. And I really hope that we are friends for a long time. You are my photogenic little model and I love it. Someday when I actually build my portfolio, I wanna use pictures of you in the graveyard. Cause it'll be hot. I feel that you're really flowing with jokes and it is hyster. I can't stop the abbreves. Anyhow. I'm gonna miss you but we will rock out on webcam and facebook so I am really glad for that. And I'm tell you, there is gonna be one girl who is really lucky to have you someday, for real.
Jaime--You are one of the sweetest and cutest people I know. Your mannerisms are precious. Even if a little bit creepy, just a little. Like the penis thing. But you're so cute, all the time. I just wanna take you from Kelsey and hug you all day long. I love you, I wish we've had more time together as well. But sometime right! I mean we'll be friends for awhile I feel. And we also listen to like the same music. Which is also perf. I can't wait for your party in 'the winter' haha. And you are basically so hot. I'm gonna miss you, but I'll also look forward to seeing you again soon...and...fluffy penguin penises. And you know. Dusting dicks and such. oh geez. You trip me up so much. I love you Jaime.
Kels--You're going away too, you ho. So I'm gonna see you one way or another. Transit myself over to you. Or something. You know. It won't be hard. You'll do great in college. And if your roomie really is gay, I want to meet him and become his new best friend. If that's okay with you. haha. So I mean, you make me laugh. One of the best times was when I was kinda going on and on giggling about something and you look at me and go "Stop talking." And...it was just so funny. But mean. But funny. But I'll see you soon. And I'll miss you Kelsey!! But see you soon. So it's all okay. Much love.
Matthew--You have always been uber-ly sweet to me. I think you are one of the most 'subtley' kind kids I know. Like the time at the mall where I dropped a milkshake and I was like...ahh I can't just leave it out here to pollute the earth and you picked it up and kind of 'flew' to the trash can to get it. It was so funny. We also got to talk a lot on our 'buddy' adventures at Six Flags. I told you some fucked up story about a really ugly sea creature (I forget what it was...what was it?) That turned into a faerie and made the seasons or some shit like that. And you humored me. And then we talked about the land of HUP! And like. The HUP! thing that you do is my fav. I'm gonna miss that. I wish I got to see it again before I left. But that just means that when I come back? It's HUP! time for you, Sir.
And finally, Amy. I know I don't have to pretend that I pretty much know you the least. haha. It's true. But I still think you're a very sweet girl and really super cute, too. REALLY. The most time we had to talk, I feel, was at Toph's grad party which was really perf because I feel we learned a lot more about each other. We obviously don't have much in common, but then again, we do because there are a lot of things we could talk about and come to understand. I wish you the best of luck in college, and I know that you will do great things in your life. =D Take care, cutie.
And then there are the 'psuedo-nerds' like Fishy and Diego who are basically hanging-outers on occaison, but mostly a bit too cool for us. haha. Fishy? You know I think you're perf. Actually 10th grade I really admired you a lot, that was when we actually started talking to me and I think you were less afraid that I would whip out butcher knives and start unleashing massive armies of egrets to feast upon your flesh. And I mean. That never happened, so. I hope that you have a really good time in college, I just want you to behave a bit. Just a bit. But stay as free-spirited as I have known you to be. And remember that people really do think fondly of you. Or well. At least I do. =) Diego, you punk, you just got to 12th grade anyway, so I mean. Oh well though. You know I'm gonna miss you and your awesomeness A LOT. A lot. You were my liberal ally. You always knew how to cheer me up and make me smile. Thank you for your endless support, your wonderful sense of humor and your overall kindness that has meant so much to me. The world is lucky to have you in it. And I'm lucky to know you. Thank you so much Diego, for being my friend.
And well, that is all, I feel. I will miss you guys so much. But now I must sleep before I go.
Siobhan
Who shall be called "Vee" by all of her new college friends because Siobhan is obviously too much for the world to handle right now...