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Jul 04, 2005 20:44

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the girl got reasons, they all got reasons... moldysubstance July 12 2005, 10:32:00 UTC
ah siobhan, you know its only 45% your fault, 20% the universes, 30% the ohter people, and 5% small scurrying mammals, that communications dont take place. But I am sure the reason is that you are inhibtied by reason and doubt and complete ackwardness, I am sure you sometimes look at your phone, and go through the missed calls list, and through your address book, and think, I should call those peoples, but you dont, because you cant find a probable reason to, and m sure you think about all these people when you are contemplating by your lonesome, and its alright, because it works in a way of recipricolisms, thats how communication works, if its one way, communicative bonds never survive, its like a system, like the blood circulation, it needs fresh oxygen in order for it to function but don't force yourself to spread too thin, for peoples that aren't on your flow of life, you should never feel obligated to stress out over it all, cause there will be times when people are intersecting paths and they have a reason and are forced into the situations and such. as sad as it seems, all we have is reasons to keep us all talking, and without it, there is no medium for communication to travel on, I have so much reason in everything that I become all talk, and 70% of my words will not have a known reason to most people, and some peoples, they don't find reason in alot of things, they kind of wait for a reason to hit them in the head, like an asteroid, and as fun as asteroids are, it still kind of hurts when they hit. but really, don't get in all these thoughts that make you come and hate yourself, because then you lose yourself in sympathy and compromise, and if you lose yourself, well, half of humanity collapses, implodes even. You see, you are in the position of having a really heavy sack of rocks, and you lug it around this pond, and you always get the urge to throw a rock or two into the pond, because that ripple, that perfect ripple, is what peaks your interest..

I woke up one morning, and realized that the summer was almost half over, you will be basically gone when fall comes, a whole lot of other people too, and I fear that going away to a place out of a 50 mile radius reduces weak contact to basically nothing, a small trickle, and sadly sometimes, not even that, so I've gone to make this summer like its the last time I will ever see anyone again, meaning, that we are going to have an adventure, at least one adventure, by the time we all disapear on our escapades in life. so, I will accumulate enough initiative and risk to jump into that pond, and swim to your position to travel into the surrounding forest with you, for a little bit of adventure, and I think that would be enough to keep everyone content. so until then, take care of yourself, and have a nice day...

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