All I Want ch. 3/?
Title - All I Want
Chapters- (3/?)
Genre- Romance
Warnings - MxM relationships, language, use of real names, mild violence, some language
Rating- PG-13 for now
Characters - -Manabu, Rui (ScReW) Uruha, Aoi (the GazettE) Tora (Alice Nine)
Pairings - Manabu x Rui, Aoi x Uruha, Uruha x Ruki (one-sided), Manabu x Uruha (later)
Synopsis -Two different people in similar relations with different issues befriend each other, only to cause more confusion and complication
**Disclaimer: only the story and imagination are mine.
Uruha's POV
I brought Manabu upstairs to my bedroom. "Get comfortable. " I told him with a smile. "I'll be right back." I walked into the bathroom and ran a nice hot bath with plenty of bubbles. I lit my vanilla and jasmine scented candles and turned off the the lights. I figure this would help him relax a bit. His body is so cold, he seemed so tensed. Being the generous person I am, I think it's a good idea to help him. Maybe a good oil massage will help.
I grabbed a bottle of vanilla and orange scented oil from the shelf and set it one one end of the tub. I undressed and slipped into my white bathrobe then returned to the bedroom. Manabu looked warmer and more comfortable. "Uh Uru-" I hushed him and grabbed his hand. I pulled him into the bathroom.
"Undress and step into the bathtub. You need to relax a bit." I said. I closed and covered my eyes with my hands while he undressed. I removed me hands and opened my eyes when he gave me the okay. I sat on my knees outside of the tub behind him. He was truly beautiful. I delicately touched his skin, he immediately tensed up. I smiled at his nervousness. I removed my robe, somewhat hoping he wouldn't look back but secretly wishing he would just to see where things would go.
I poured some of the massage oil into my hands, rubbing them together before going to work. He really was tense. He relaxed under my administrations and sighed softly. As I finished his neck and shoulders, he slid neck-deep into the water. Curiosity got the best of me and my hands found their way down his toned chest. He sucked in his breath as my hair tickled the side of his face and neck. I pressed my lips against his skin and he softly moaned. "Uruha stop...this isn't right." he managed to say.
He really was a good guy. I pulled away. "Alright, I wont do it again. But, let me help you relax a bit more." he thought about it and nodded. I grabbed the shampoo and washed his hair, scrubbing his scalp which he seemed to really enjoy. Once I had finished his hair, I walked around the side of the bathtub and joined him. He blushed brightly, and I couldn't help but smile. "Relax Manabu, I'm not going to seduce you." He smiled and closed his eyes, laying his head back. I did the same thing and let the water relax me.
"This is so nice, I haven't had a long soak in the bath in aged." he said. I opened my eye and looked at him. He was smiling, his eyes still closed. He sat up, exposing his bare chest. I noticed a few scratches and bruises. He must have felt my eyes on him because he opened his eyes and sunk back into the water, looking away sadly. "I'm not very comfortable with my body." he said. "Thank you for everything, I should go now." He started to stand, but I touched his arm and shook my head.
"Stay. You said you had no where else to go. Why don't you explain? And I'm sorry for staring at you...I didn't mean to offend." I looked away, feeling slightly awkward. I heard him sigh, but he relaxed and covered his chest with his arms.
"My relationship...It's not like most others. I'm seeing that man, Rui, and I love him very much. But he has no feelings for me at all. It's not even a real relationship. I'm his slave, his sex slave. And he is my master. There bruises and cuts are from him...When he's had a bad day or is upset, he takes it out on me. What you've seen so far is nothing compared to the rest of my body or the damage that finally healed and cleared up. He hasn't been hurting me physically lately. Only emotionally."
I felt bad for him, but I understand him. It's like me and Yuu. I needed to hear more, I wanted to hear more of his story. "Please, go on Manabu." I held his hand, I could see the hurt in his eyes. He was trying not to cry. I pulled him into a hug. "You don't have to say anything else if it's too hard. Just know that I am here for you."
He nodded, but went on. "Well, long story short, he's been seeing other people and now he's engaged. He didn't have the decency to tell me it's over. He just told me to pack up and leave because his finace was coming over. He didn't tell me when to come back, so I'm assuming he doesn't want me back. I live in my car. I'm not allowed to sleep in his house. We just have sex then I go back to my car. He lets me keep it in his drive way, but not when he has company. I am grateful for him. He feeds me and lets me use his bathroom after sex and in the morning."
Now that's worse than Yuu. That's downright horrible. "But, it's cold outside. You can't possibly live in your car during the winter when it's cold. Or when it's storming! That's not right Manabu!" I was pissed. How could someone live like that? How could he be treated so poorly by a man and still love him?
"He gives me extra blankets, flash lights, and hot soup when it's cold. If it's a blizzard or something I can sleep in his living room though. He promised to buy me warmer clothes but he never did. So I just layer all my clothes on really cold days. I would go stay with my family, but I have no idea who they are and I was not allowed to have friends because Rui was jealous."
"Then you don't need him. I'm your friend. You can stay here with me. I have a spare room downstairs. It's not furnished much. Just a bed, a closet, and a floor lamp. I have plenty of clothes you can have and a nice warm winter coat. What do you say Manabu?"
He bit his lip as he thought about it. But when he smiled, I knew the answer.
Manabu's POV
I smiled. I couldn't help but smile. He was so generous. No one else would ever have taken me in. I'm no one. I never was. I never had anyone but myself. Not even Rui in the end. But Uruha, he is a true friend. "Thank you Uruha, I'll pay you back one day I swear. And I'll help around the house, I'll help you any way I can." I was more than thankful for him.
He smiled and bit his lip. "You can start by-" Before I could finish my sentence, I heard something drop to the floor. We both looked over to see a not-so-happy a dark haired standing in the door. He had dropped his keys and was looking at me. His facial expression was calm, but his eyes showed his anger. He turned on the light and stepped toward us. He knelled beside the tub and gave my a wicked smile before turning to Uruha and glaring.
If looks could kill I would be dead right now. His gaze was deadly. He slapped Uruha harshly. I winced and saw a few red drops fall into the water. Uruha was looked at me, afraid. The man snorted as he stood and walked towards the door. "Have fun with the whore." he said.
I was beyond angry. So I stood up, got out of the tub and walked over to him, pushing him against the wall. "People like you make me sick!" I punched him in the nose and shoved him out of the bathroom. "Don't hurt my friend, don't insult him and apologize please." I sat there shocked at what I had done.
"Manabu, please don't...He's my Rui." Uruha said, rushing over and moving me aside. He helped the man up, ignoring his bloody nose. "Yuu, I'm sorry. We haven't done anything, we never have I swear. Please don't be angry." The one called Yuu pushed Uruha away.
"You are nothing without me. I have given you everything. I found you walking on those streets, sleeping for money and a place to stay. I took you in and made you into something. And you sleep with someone else? Look at you! You're a pathetic whore. Always were, always will be. No matter how much money you get, no matter how sweet you can be, you are nothing but dirty whore Takashima Kouyou and I hope you never amount to anything! I hope you have to go back to giving blow jobs behind clubs to pay for meals."
Uruha said nothing, he sank to his knees and looked at the floor. Yuu picked up his keys and left. I sat on the floor beside Uruha, holding him. He was motionless, his eyes spilling tears. I helped him back into his room and sat him on the bed. I cleaned his face and his nose stopped bleeding. I found a large flannel shirt, too big for Uruha even, and put it on. It feel midway down my thighs, just enough to cover everything down there. I say with him on the bed and he buried his face into my chest and cried.
I held him tightly as he sobbed. Eventually he got quiet. I towel dried his hair and he laid in bed with his robe on. I turned off the light and proceeded to leave him for the night when he spoke with a raspy voice and red eyes. "M-Manabu, stay with me tonight?" He asked. I nodded and climbed into bed with him. We cuddled closely under the thick blanket. I fell asleep holding him, listening to his soft breathing. Tomorrow holds better tings for us.