Furthermore, I hope you're not my family.

Feb 02, 2005 14:29

Hey there, anonymous shitposter. Just a comment; If you don't like what I write, then why do you read it? Do you get alerted via email when I post? Does your life's routine require reading my words? Is someone holding a gun to your head making you read it each and every day? If it is so annoying, then why bother?

Just for the record, the last time I fretted via LJ about me dropping out/failing out of school was on December 14 when I was nervous about my exams.

I shouldn't feel the need to say such things to you, but I find it necessary to point out that I can write what I wish, and that I would never write something that I thought a particular reader of mine would find offensive, mostly because if I have a problem with someone, I usually bring it to their attention. So anyway, my original point: I can write what I want. This is my account. I clicked "I Agree" on the terms of agreement, I got a username, and here I am. So go get your own journal and write whatever you want in it, and then be sure to give me your screen name so that I can post anonymously in your livejournal about how YOU are stupid.

Furthermore, anyone who knows me well enough to be reading this journal knows that I am a basketcase and that my anxiety and constant worry/paranoia cannot be helped. It isn't a quirk of mine, it's a clinically diagnosed problem. Writing things down and looking at them helps me to view things from a third-party perspective, and it also serves as a tool for "emailing" various people at once. Also, I think writing of any kind, no matter how casual or thoughtless it might be, can help me to hone my craft of writing that I someday hope to live off of.

Anyone who either doesn't understand me or my problems but feels the need to ridicule them nonetheless doesn't deserve to read my words. Ultimately, I have the upper hand. I'm usually a pushover. I usually don't yell and scream like some people do. But if there's ever a time to stand up for something, now seems like it might be it, even though it's fruitless. So you, Anonymous, can suck it.

Lastly, if you do not understand the somewhat sometimes dire situation that I have with my family, finances, and academic future, then don't bother pretending that you know me enough to talk to me. If you know me and understood, you wouldn't write harsh comments. I am only left to assume that you are perfect, right? Caring, living parents and family, plenty of money, ect. I'm not that way, but I do not disrespect the people who aren't like me.
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