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i'm going to start writing in here more, because i haven't written in forrreeeever. livejournal probably doesn't count for actual writing, but this is better than nothing.
the trouble is that i'm not really sure what to write about. am i still allowed to write about life dramas and all my hopes/fears/cliched stuff at 28? it feels young to be like, "i feel ok about life!" or "today sucked, everything is hopeless" etc. i guess i'm in an i feel ok about life phase! so that's neat! actually, i haven't felt very everything is hopeless in a long time, so that's neat too. i don't think i necessarily struggle with that, but i've certainly had some good years and some bad years since turning 20. it's been a weird time so far, this adulthood thing. i think i've learned some good lessons and made some pretty nice fuck ups and i am feeling like i can put the quarter life crisis behind me. that's a real thing, too, in case anyone was wondering or doubted it. i feel like my best friend and i went through similar crises, and it's been interesting to watch us emerge on the other side with a clearer idea of what adulthood is, who we are...looking better, even, than we used to. it feels good to know more and more that i am me, and the decisions i'm making are all me because i trust my judgment.
this isn't making sense i guess, but that's ok. IT'S TOO FUCKING HOT TO EVEN THINK. EVEN THE CATS ARE PANTING.
the trouble is that i'm not really sure what to write about. am i still allowed to write about life dramas and all my hopes/fears/cliched stuff at 28? it feels young to be like, "i feel ok about life!" or "today sucked, everything is hopeless" etc. i guess i'm in an i feel ok about life phase! so that's neat! actually, i haven't felt very everything is hopeless in a long time, so that's neat too. i don't think i necessarily struggle with that, but i've certainly had some good years and some bad years since turning 20. it's been a weird time so far, this adulthood thing. i think i've learned some good lessons and made some pretty nice fuck ups and i am feeling like i can put the quarter life crisis behind me. that's a real thing, too, in case anyone was wondering or doubted it. i feel like my best friend and i went through similar crises, and it's been interesting to watch us emerge on the other side with a clearer idea of what adulthood is, who we are...looking better, even, than we used to. it feels good to know more and more that i am me, and the decisions i'm making are all me because i trust my judgment.
this isn't making sense i guess, but that's ok. IT'S TOO FUCKING HOT TO EVEN THINK. EVEN THE CATS ARE PANTING.