Ok, so no transplant now...fucking doctors -_-
So, I go into High Dose Monday and see the doctor. I've already got myself ready to get more chemo but I don't get any...ok. Doctor comes in and says, your not getting the transplant for now. Why? Because we have results from other tests that shows your donor cell percentage going up...ok? THEN WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU TELL ME I WAS GETTING IT?!?!? They are still going to harvest the stem cells, cause I still might end up getting them at another time. Basically, the last four tests I got, which they didn't really tell me about last Thursday my percentage went from like 43% to 53% down to 38% then up to 47%, so he feels that the donor cells have engrafted and it's just taking them awhile (Haven't heard that before). So, he's going to closely monititor it. I just wish I knew what the hell was going on because it's all so like WHAT THE FUCK?!??
Mike and Justin visited last night which was nice. Told him the good news and he was happy about it. We started playing around with me tickling him and my dad comes into the room and is like don't do that because you shouldn't be touching other people. Fuck off. I'd like to actually believe that I have some sort of normalcy when he's here instead of having to pretend there's a bubble around me. I swear my parents like to make this whole ordeal harder on me then it has too.
Today all I've done is sit here at the computer bored as hell. Wait...that's what I do everyday! I had to get platelets today and when the nurse was connecting the line she squirted shit all over me...And my dad wonders why I hate the home-care nurses so much. But that's all for now.
And here's a cute quiz I found. ^_^
LOVE AND PEACE!
Mike and Justin visited last night which was nice. Told him the good news and he was happy about it. We started playing around with me tickling him and my dad comes into the room and is like don't do that because you shouldn't be touching other people. Fuck off. I'd like to actually believe that I have some sort of normalcy when he's here instead of having to pretend there's a bubble around me. I swear my parents like to make this whole ordeal harder on me then it has too.
Today all I've done is sit here at the computer bored as hell. Wait...that's what I do everyday! I had to get platelets today and when the nurse was connecting the line she squirted shit all over me...And my dad wonders why I hate the home-care nurses so much. But that's all for now.
And here's a cute quiz I found. ^_^
LOVE AND PEACE!