Jan 10, 2009 00:38
Heavens... I feel so horrible...
Can't get... those events or the posibilities of what could've happened after I left out of my mind...
It's driving me TOTALLY crazy, and I'm so irritable, I can't control myself... it's hard enough keeping myself from trashing my entire dorm room.
Knux.... Blaze....... I need to talk to you.... need to get this... off my chest. I'm ... afraid... you'll reject me for thinking the way I do, but at this point I feel like I have nothing to lose. Please stop by when you get the chance...
..Oh, it's the 10th. It's my birthday. Funny how things work out so I mostly feel lousy on the day celebrating my existence.
Please...
blaze,
knuckles,
grief