happy birthday to me!
holler everyone...IM 18!!
MoOoHaHA! im so legal now. watch out everyone. HERE I COME!
so I was really scared about today and didn't know if I wanted to go through with it. lol. although I knew I had to because u cant skip your birthday or make it disappear. being 18 can be a scary thing and a fucking great thing. I was so stoked to turn 18 until it was like 11:59 and im 1 min I will actually be 18. fuuuck, that meant I was growing up and now im really a fucking ADULT! im seriously so scared to grow up. and deal with the world on my own and having to pay bills and find your soul mate and have kids and then die. im so fucking scared to die you have no idea. where do u go? ur life will be empty, it will be dark. I don't know how it will be/ will I go on to another life? just thinking about it makes me cry. although people say they want to die. and blah blah blah, they are so fucking scared inside. I just wish I knew where u would go after death.....
on a BRIGHTER note..lets talk about my day...
Michelle won on saying happy birthday to me. got a phone call from her at 12:30
then got another phone call at like 2:30...
then merhawit called me at 6
my sister called me at like 9:30
and then amber lost at calling me at 10:30. what a best friend she is..BITCH!
a great woke up call...
my little brother and my two twin cousins and my mom coming in singing happy birthday to me with a candle in the middle of a donut. I thought that was the cutest thing in the while world. I love my little cousins and my brother. they are so cute.
so I got ready and called amber to pick my ass up.
first we headed to go get her check from work and I was stoked because she works with some hot ass guys...
she found out that she cant get them because they weren't in. but then I decided to ask Jeremy (ambers bf's sisters bf) lol for a ride on his bike for my birthday..he said of course. FUCK YA!
omg, the best thrill EVER! we were going like 110 on the freeway..CRAAAAZY! I was so scared at first, but it was sooo much fun. I want one now. omg, how hot would I look!!
after that we did a few errands. we were driving back to La Mesa when we saw these guys in a lifted red ranger so we hollered at them and they ended up following us to ambers bank..it was a long drive too, I was suprise they followed us all the way over there. they were pretty chill, they knew a lot of people we knew. like David reed. NICOLE NOBEL! he said he asked her out and she said no in middle school. HAHAHA! he knows...Whitney, alyssa, rosyland, Emily swilious. but he hates her and he hates Marissa Holt. (I wonder y!?!) I think his name is Madison. im not sure. I let you bitches know!
so after that, it was like 4 I haven't ate yet, so I decided I wanted to go to cheveys because they get sombreros when its your birthday and I heellla wanted one! so we tried calling a lot of people to go but NO ONE answered there phone..EXCEPT, the love of my life, TOMMY! aka, my homecoming date :) hehe. so we picked his hot ass up and drove over to chevy's in mission valley, im sad the one in grossmont is no longer there! WHAT WERE THEY THINKING!
so we car danced all the way over there. that was tight.
we go our food very quickly which is always a plus. and I hella got my sombreros! they scared the shit out of me though. and tom. the ice cream was so yummy, i fed tom tom, he got wet. lol.
so after eating we went to fashion to see if we could find any skanky outfits for my party. ya none, made me angry. tomorrow is already Friday and I need to find a god damn outfit!!
o well, after that we dropped of tom tom. went to go give ambers dads car back to him. and when we were there. these 2 little boys that were like 10 were staring at us and his dad or whatever ever he was to them were like go over and talk to them. it was cute when we were leaving the dad was like o no stay and wait. my boys want to ask what your names are. please wait, im trying to teach them how to holler at the girls. or something like that. so we waited and they were all like, o what's our names. they were cute.
we then headed over to guss's HOPING to get drunk or SOMETHING! but of course it was another gay night there. dom was fucked up of course. did a little hookah, like always, so nothing really big. then ii just had my mom pick me up cause I was having a gay ass time. and now im home.
so the day was fun hanging out with my best friend in the whole entire world and of course the hottest guy in the world tom tom. im so ready for you ;)
the night, was....GAY!
but I guess this year was better than last years...
just thought turning 18 was going to be more exciting. o well..
tomorrow im going out to lunch with my grandma and nana. and I get to ride in the HOT ASS CORVETTE! aww man, so excited. and i get to get my $900 dollars. im such a BALLER!
and sunday..tom tom is getting me tiffs! lol
so thanks to everyone who called and wished me happy birthday!
MoOoHaHA! im so legal now. watch out everyone. HERE I COME!
so I was really scared about today and didn't know if I wanted to go through with it. lol. although I knew I had to because u cant skip your birthday or make it disappear. being 18 can be a scary thing and a fucking great thing. I was so stoked to turn 18 until it was like 11:59 and im 1 min I will actually be 18. fuuuck, that meant I was growing up and now im really a fucking ADULT! im seriously so scared to grow up. and deal with the world on my own and having to pay bills and find your soul mate and have kids and then die. im so fucking scared to die you have no idea. where do u go? ur life will be empty, it will be dark. I don't know how it will be/ will I go on to another life? just thinking about it makes me cry. although people say they want to die. and blah blah blah, they are so fucking scared inside. I just wish I knew where u would go after death.....
on a BRIGHTER note..lets talk about my day...
Michelle won on saying happy birthday to me. got a phone call from her at 12:30
then got another phone call at like 2:30...
then merhawit called me at 6
my sister called me at like 9:30
and then amber lost at calling me at 10:30. what a best friend she is..BITCH!
a great woke up call...
my little brother and my two twin cousins and my mom coming in singing happy birthday to me with a candle in the middle of a donut. I thought that was the cutest thing in the while world. I love my little cousins and my brother. they are so cute.
so I got ready and called amber to pick my ass up.
first we headed to go get her check from work and I was stoked because she works with some hot ass guys...
she found out that she cant get them because they weren't in. but then I decided to ask Jeremy (ambers bf's sisters bf) lol for a ride on his bike for my birthday..he said of course. FUCK YA!
omg, the best thrill EVER! we were going like 110 on the freeway..CRAAAAZY! I was so scared at first, but it was sooo much fun. I want one now. omg, how hot would I look!!
after that we did a few errands. we were driving back to La Mesa when we saw these guys in a lifted red ranger so we hollered at them and they ended up following us to ambers bank..it was a long drive too, I was suprise they followed us all the way over there. they were pretty chill, they knew a lot of people we knew. like David reed. NICOLE NOBEL! he said he asked her out and she said no in middle school. HAHAHA! he knows...Whitney, alyssa, rosyland, Emily swilious. but he hates her and he hates Marissa Holt. (I wonder y!?!) I think his name is Madison. im not sure. I let you bitches know!
so after that, it was like 4 I haven't ate yet, so I decided I wanted to go to cheveys because they get sombreros when its your birthday and I heellla wanted one! so we tried calling a lot of people to go but NO ONE answered there phone..EXCEPT, the love of my life, TOMMY! aka, my homecoming date :) hehe. so we picked his hot ass up and drove over to chevy's in mission valley, im sad the one in grossmont is no longer there! WHAT WERE THEY THINKING!
so we car danced all the way over there. that was tight.
we go our food very quickly which is always a plus. and I hella got my sombreros! they scared the shit out of me though. and tom. the ice cream was so yummy, i fed tom tom, he got wet. lol.
so after eating we went to fashion to see if we could find any skanky outfits for my party. ya none, made me angry. tomorrow is already Friday and I need to find a god damn outfit!!
o well, after that we dropped of tom tom. went to go give ambers dads car back to him. and when we were there. these 2 little boys that were like 10 were staring at us and his dad or whatever ever he was to them were like go over and talk to them. it was cute when we were leaving the dad was like o no stay and wait. my boys want to ask what your names are. please wait, im trying to teach them how to holler at the girls. or something like that. so we waited and they were all like, o what's our names. they were cute.
we then headed over to guss's HOPING to get drunk or SOMETHING! but of course it was another gay night there. dom was fucked up of course. did a little hookah, like always, so nothing really big. then ii just had my mom pick me up cause I was having a gay ass time. and now im home.
so the day was fun hanging out with my best friend in the whole entire world and of course the hottest guy in the world tom tom. im so ready for you ;)
the night, was....GAY!
but I guess this year was better than last years...
just thought turning 18 was going to be more exciting. o well..
tomorrow im going out to lunch with my grandma and nana. and I get to ride in the HOT ASS CORVETTE! aww man, so excited. and i get to get my $900 dollars. im such a BALLER!
and sunday..tom tom is getting me tiffs! lol
so thanks to everyone who called and wished me happy birthday!